nothing is beat up straight.

hey peeps! =) Well, I can now officially say that the year 2007 pretty much sucked for me.

I won't be blogging as much, MAY not be blogging as much.

It's safe to say that now my family is really whacked up. I'm going to be moving out of this house, and, well, I'm not going to tell where I'm going to stay. I can't deal with the my mum's having adultery issue any longer, so, I'm going to be leaving her and will be living by myself, me and my sister.

I never in my wildest dream thought for a second that I'll be leaving my mum for this matter. Well I guess, everything is possible.

Way to go to welcome my 2008 huh..

I've gotta get packing now, I'll see you, my friends in school.. Love youu guys loads! <3

To you.

Happy 16th Birthday, Paul

So cool what you can do with PhotoShop! It gnarly!

I'm on the fast track.

Wondering why I was MIA for this couple of days? Well, I got an emergency call from my auntie telling me that grandfather was admitted into a hospital because there's pressure in his eye that might cause blindness. So, me and my sis rushed back to Taiping along with my aunty.

Grandfather was lucky to undergo surgery with success. =) He's alright now. So, while we were there, it was time to do a little Christmas shopping! My sister really went all out! We bought so many stuff, the peoples who works there treat us like VIPs! Spent over RM 200 in one shop! Just soft toys.. It was bloody cheap!! All those micro beads were damn f-ing cheap! I regret buying Ely's Barney after that! There was one huge ass Barney there which cost way cheaper! And it was bigger!* Crystal, can you see your pressie? the one that looks like your cunning laugh XD*

Spent at least 2 hours there! haha! Went back with handful of stuff! My sis is incredibly greedy when she's travelling! She ate so so much things! I was so surprise cause she usually do not eat that much a day..

Pretty much this and that. Ooh, on the last day, my hand beg almost got snatched by 2 guys on bikes! He was ready to snatch my beg but my aunty saw and she screamed that scare him I guess!. Man, she was like JEANETTEEEEEEE! & I was so blur, she actually already warned me that there's alot of snatching there but it didn't cross my mind fast enough that they were going to snatch my beg. So, I was like frozen when she shouted my name out. I'm so stupid!

Came back on Monday, just in time for Christmas Dinner at Shangri-La. I no like, eat to often, damn bored of those foods. There was like this santa there giving out begs of cookies.. So, I was passing him and I said,

Me : Hie Santa
Santa : Hie *walks off*
Me : Aren't you going to give me a candy cane? I've been so polite
Santa : * bends down to reach for his beg*
Me : Jie, I dare you to smack that ass.

He was really really rude & not out going & not cheerful AND he did not say HO HO HO!

Anyhoo, since santa didn't give us any goody begs, the chef baked cookies specially for us! wahaha! It didn't taste any good. LOLS!I was obviously wearing heels so I couldn't walk that perfectly, on the way out, there's this big shot coming into the hotel with all the entourage behind, so, my sister wanted to know who was it, she ran downstairs to see who was it (hiau poh). She was so fast, and I barely could walk! It was some prince from don't know mana.

I was so high, the lift came open and I was standing outside, when the door opened, I screamed MERRY CHRISTMAS! but, luckily noone was inside! They must think I was insane. haha!

Came back home, decided to swing by Ely's to surprise her.. Her family is freaking HUGE! Went there but I couldn't bare to down any lok-lok although it looks so good!! What a waste! Ooh wells.After that, went over to Uncle Gordon's condo to stay over. Bought some DVDs to take over..
Bought Bring It On In It To Win It. In that movie, Carson really looks like Taylor Momsen plus Willa Holland!! She seriously look 100% like Taylor!

Watched the Nanny Diaries! FINALLY!! Chris Evans is really Hottie McHottie! Harvard Hottie.

Long enough, I'm out !

He scares me & he raised CHUCK which scares ME.

Nyak nyak. I pimped someone's blog last night! haha! It's so so easy to recover other people's passwords this days. I'm not going to tell you how I got her password though. haha! I shock it out of her brains! I teleported it out =P

There's a grasshopper in my stairway! Mum said it's my uncle. Strange, why would he come here when he's family is at Subang? & why grasshopper?

Anyways, I'm so so grateful for having You Tube's site and Daily Motion! It's so great to have it if you really want to search for something to watch! And Astro is always slow on the new stuffs like Ellen Degeneres' episodes and TRL.. They should really be updated more often.

Caught today's Ellen Show, don't really watch it on tv, pretty much watch it on the net.. =) Anyways, today's episode. this 5 year old boy who can read really well & started reading at the age of 13 months, and he knows everything about the presidents and stuff. Very impressive. Then there was Carrie Underwood which I've already watched.

Love Ellen! If only there's torrents for her show.

Uuh, then I watched the male cast of Gossip Girls on TRL. Check it out HERE. It's really funny when every question asked, they'll answer Chace. lols. watch it to understand. =) Did you know Penn & Ed are left handed? & If only Ed can use his accent in the show!! I likey people with accent. =)

Chace is so cute! He's already knocking off Zac Efron off the list! Way to go!

Oh man!! I just found out that Josh Duhamel was on Ellen the day before Carrie Underwood which was today's episode, ergo Josh was yesterday's episode!! Urgh. Anyways, it's really funny when Ellen sings for him. Check it out HERE.

I was watching Star World's guide for January on TV and earth to StarWorld, there won't be The Golden Globes Award when the writers are on a strike! Who's going to go? LOLS!

I'm outt!

It's all connected !

I can't help but to notice that Justin Timberlake's lyrics are all tied to what I've been feeling lately. It's like he's composing his lyrics based on what I'm feeling which is pretty cool to me. But, to look at a bigger picture, he's lyrics are, to me, based on all the bad things that life can offer and all the disappointments and sadness around the world.

Like his lyrics from Losing My Way really suits how I've been feeling.

It is breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself

Losing my way

& this is pretty much how I feel about my mum's life right now.- Lyrics from What Goes Around Comes Around.

Don't want to think about it

Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

I feel like I'm in denial.. I should be at around acceptances right about now. =P
Don't want to deal about it now.

Ohkayy!, I'm SO SO SO into Miami Ink right now !! I love it! I need to watch it every second of everyday! haha ;D.. Downloading the whole season! Can't wait to get the complete seasons. Ami James, Chris Nunes and Chris Garver are damn damn good at what they do! They're mind-blowing-ly amazing! If I were to get a tattoo, I'll personally fly all the way to Miami to get it done!

It makes me ill see you give <3 and attention at his will.

I was suppose to be out yesterday and today! But instead, I get stuck at home with my two best friend, sore throat and the rhinovirus. Wanna put my illness in a fancy word. Ooh and it's a real word! I'm not making it up. =)

I regret that day when Paul asked me to sit inside while it was drizzling and I said to him "Why are you so scared of little drops of water, not like it'll kill you". It's sure as hell can make you sick!

I was sleeping the whole day yesterday since I can't sleep at night. When I'm sick, I won't be able to sleep at night cause of the nose blockage but I'll be able to take long naps. haha!

There's gotta be a Heaven somewhere, can you save me from this Hell

I'm turning my life around. What goes around comes around. One less unhappy day is one more happy day. Who am I to stop whats happening. Dark and twisted life of mine will now become bright and shiny life!

Putting the past in the past and looking forward for more sunrise.

Wooh, yesterday was Ely's 16th birthday party!! It wasn't as bad as it looks. At least everyone had a good time =). And the foods there.. never ending. haha! After all that, came back home along with Crystal. You should see the way she sits. Many different positions. LOLS

Before that, watched Justin Timberlake's FutureSex LoveShow. That dude can really dance his ass off on stage! He's one heck of a dancer! Multi-billionaire at the age of 24! It's so damn impressive! <3 him!! Team Justin =D

Anyhoo,

Today, I slept the whole day cause I ate too many panadol cold&flu. I was so sleepy! I knew that eating flu medicine can make someone sleepy but I've never experience it myself till today.

Went out for dinner and I couldn't even eat or look at them! Don't want to talk about it. Just didn't want to go home, I crash Choo's, Hollie's & Paul's guys night out =P Went watch footie with Kim after that. Me & Crystal went our own direction since we don't watch footie. Went Kawloon then Coffee Bean..

Chit-chat .. talked-talk .. gossip-CNN... hahaha!! It's such a funny conversation! Fitness First and In The Sun really cracks me up! =D..

Then, Crystal's KDU friends came and join us. Along with Jon and Azuri, someone I know. Kept talking until it was time to head to Choo's.

Play play the whole time. And when it was the funnest game to be played, Pictionary, but without the board or anything. We just made up the words, I HAD to leave! shhs! I want to playy!! I wrote Bye-Bye Bird, London Bridge Is falling Down and Ring-Ring. ahahha!!. Those were mine. =)

No pictures to be uploaded. =( Never take pictures la.

Happie Sweet sixteenth Elyza Wong Yi Mei!

My world is seriously falling apart. My family is falling apart. They say bearer of bad news comes in 3. And I guess I've gotten them all.

First bearer of bad news was that I found of that my mum was seeing a new guy.
Second bearer of bad news was to receive the news of my uncle's death.
Last bearer of bad news is of course the worst of all three was to know that my mum asked Uncle Gordon to move out because of her new fucking relationship!

I seriously can't handle all of this in just a week! I have so many questions with no answers! Why must everything happen so fast and to me?. Why haven't I get any calls or anything from my friends to comfort me other that Elyza? Haven't I put any impact on them to even notice me? Why must that new guy come in to our live? WHY?

I seriously can't handle any of this. But this happened to this family the first time long time ago, and Then, I was too young to realise anything or did something. But Now, I'm very well aware about what's going on, and if I didn't at least try to make an afford to save this family, I might as well end up homeless. I don't deserve a family that I can't keep.

It's December! It's the time of joy and laughter. It's not the time of depression and sadness. I have noone to talk to, I have no other reason in life to fight for anymore if my family now falls apart.

I'm only 16 and both fathers left me. What does that say about me then? Think third time's the charm? Think he'll stick around longer for me to find that out? Why can't the guy who I come back to every night be Uncle Gordon not some random guy my mum dates. Why can't he stay here anymore? Why can't there be at least some holiday miracle for this family. Why must everything bad happen here?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Fuck this life! Fuck the guy living up there! Fuck everybody! Fuck that !!

Obituary.

His Obituary.

My uncle, Gary Cheng past away this morning, 12th of December 2007 at 5 am after being diagnosed with cancer a year ago and had a stroke exactly a month ago which falls on the 11th of November 2007. Leaving behind his lovely & caring wife, Lily Choo and his only daughter, Carolyn Cheng.

To be honest, he wasn't a very supporting uncle but he was a loving husband and a responsible father.

I'll want to remember this day as it was his last. I want to make a difference like how he didn't. He has cancer and lived for a year. He was lucky as most cancer patient only have 6 months. He had double and yet, he did not enjoy what life is. He did not went travelling around like it was his last day everyday. He did not have adventure the day he discovered he was too a cancer patient.

I want to make a difference. If I had 6 months of living, I won't let my last days to be sleeping on the bed waiting for the Angel of Death to claim me. I'll be on rollercoaster, I'll be on top of a mountain, I'll be swimming in the ocean!

May His Soul Rest In Peace.

Now, who bet my blog can't be more dark and twisted than that!.

Better lock it in your pocket bringing this one to the grave

Just when I thought the day can't get any longer, I slept at 4 this morning, so many things ran through my mind.

Woke up today to watch The Hills finale then my sis asked why aren't I ready for lunch and I say mum didn't invite me, she invited you only so I don't want to go. I'm mad at her bytheway. All my anger and depression is caused by her and the reason she left us for the weekend. Hadn't spoke to her in 4 days now. 

So, she personally came in my room and asked me to go for lunch, so fine. Went to The Curve for lunch at Little Penang Kafe. I'm never going there anymore. Usually with Ely I didn't have to pay but with my family also I didn't have to pay! I'll make them pokai.. The Ely's father came and chit-chat with my mum for awhile.

I was so moody that I just sat there looking away, even Ely's dad asked why was I so sad. but I didn't answer him. I think I was being a little rude not to, I apologize. 

After that, I went to buy bras and panties. This time, pretty amazing, I didn't go up a size. It's been almost and year and a half since I got new bras. I tried on damn alot and it's all not nice. One even made me look like I have a sausage underneath. 

Ooh, then during that, there's this lady who cut my line and went into the changing room, but I was too moody to even stop her. I don't have anymore fights in me to fight other people.

The last one was perfect. I was taking too long so my sister offered her service but obviously, I decline. haha! Which sister lets another sister see her boobs! So, I wore the last bra and wore my shirt on and stand at the door for her to check, I don't know why but she said she wanted to see it. It's weird I know, that's not all, she started literally molesting my boobs. Poking poking and tapping tapping. Until I asked her ' So doctor, do I have any lumps? '

Didn't talk the whole entire ride back until now. In fact, she's not even in right now. And last night, she came back at 2! Which responsible mother comes back at 2 in the morning!. 

She was talking to Ely's dad about our safety that all parents care about our safety. That weekend she went Penang without tell us, without any phone calls back to check up the entire time. Even Uncle Gordon called to tell that he'll be leaving to Penang soon and he called almost 10 times in 2 days! and she didn't bother to make even 1 to ask how are we doing!

With that kind of mother and that kind of attitude, you think you won't get depressed and angry? You'll be lucky you don't need to visit the shrink! 

On the most depressed day of my life, it rains for ever! GREAT. can't you just give me a little hope of light and a brighter day to tell me that tomorrow will be another day!!??!

If you leave, don't come back

This is mostly how I'm feeling and how messed up my life is right now!

Get the picture!

Everything is not straight forward and clear, in fact everything is messed up and dark & twisted! I didn't thought that I would have to face the messed up facts of life and the concept of what life is in this age! I am really not ready for life to bite me in the ass.

My mum's mind is wandering around and she's became this insane woman to handle and there's like my aunt who has to take care of my deadly ill uncle and God know if she slept at all since she's always in the hospital. She hadn't came back home for almost a week.

Ahh! I want to be somewhere that doesn't have any problems and any conflict of anything. I want to be in a white room with no windows and no way problems and messed up stuff seeps in!

Anyways,

enough of me with my problems to pry on people ( did I use that word correctly?)

The Hills season finale is tonight !! Nooo, I want more Hills! Lauren came out with her collections of begs which I thought was very nice! I loved them!. She's with Brody Jenner! & I think he looks like Ben Affleck. haha!

Watched Victoria Secret 2007 last night and boy all of them was lip-syncing! Even Heidi Klum and the Spice Girls! Justin's opening act was way better than Will.I.Am's.

I'm out.

He's cold as ice - Iceman!

I'm blogging!! =) My connection is still down! Fuck it! Whatever.

Mum and Uncle Gordon both went up to Penang, separately. haha! got to add that. & Jessie and I got the whole house together. Shocking. It was absolutely boring todayy! I woke up at about 1 plus and Jess woke up at 2.

We decided to make the day special so we started cooking pasta. Really, to many cook will spoil the soup. Don't want to talk about it lar. hahaa it was absolutely boring.

I was suppose to go to the medic camp thingy and I was so looking forward for it cose, I love those stuff, ( lols I <3 House and Greys! speaking of, I'll tell later.) although I will never ever want to be a doctor. haha! My stupid mum lar, who cares only for herself decided to just jet off without tell us. We all got so pissed. she's got a mind of her own now..

Anyhooo.. It's so cool blogging at Starbucks! Although there's this two couple sitting behind of me watching me like a frigging camera. Hey, if you can read this, f*ck off!

alright, speaking of Grey's, stupid Shepherd kissed Rose!! Bloody hell !! If you watched season 4 episode 10, you'll know what I mean.. Ish Ish! every body's now crazy about Patrick, he was a house whole name but Enchanted made it bigger. And that movie didn't show his full potential.

I'm damn lazy to blog right now. I'm star struck with Kimi! haha!

More to come.

Kimi Raikkonen is back to work for his winter testing with his new car without traction control! He can go crazy in that car! Yeah, more pictures of him and interviews to be seen! The Gala is coming soon! Or isit already here?

AND

Happy 16th birthday to my pat poh friend, my class roomie sitting beside me, my weird+silly friend. =)
P/S: I DON'T miss you at ALL ! =P take that..

I loved u with a fire red, now it's turning blue.

I've gotta blog before my connection goes dead again! It's been happening for over a week! And each time we call, we always get the same result.. And this morning when my sis called, she knew everything that their going to say. This sucks so badly!

Anyways, I've just finish watching Gossip Girls and it's the best episode I've watched so far! I loved that episode! haha. Something unusual. I'm starting to like the character Chuck. He's such a good friend and he does have what everybody thinks he don't have, a heart with feelings.

I've been using photoshop so much lately cause I can't surf.. My connection or whatever the problem is, always goes on and off so I keep reloading the google page, if there's the google page, means there's connection or whatever problem was fixed for that moment of time. & I'll like shout to my sis and we'll like go surfing as fast as we can before it goes off again. It was fun at a time.

I can't wait for Grey's to come out! Come out already with that guys artery bursting. YUCK haha but it was cool =P

♪ I don't need no Emmy in my life to make me happy cose I'm happy without an Emmmy.....

What's up with your life?

Had a reunion dinner last night at Monte'. =D I wasn't feeling all that well yesterday night so I didn't really participate in that dinner quite as much, I was just sitting there listening to their life changes..

While, the two active mingle-ers, Ely & Kim mingled their mingling ass off going from place to place talking.. That said much, I don't have much to talk about. I wasn't hyped enough to take pictures too. hahaha!

Anyways, it was the first time in a long time when I wore high heels and I couldn't walk. I was dragging my feet like crazy =P.. And surprisingly, Ely was wearing flats. hahah!! Don't want to talk about it =P

The whole night pretty much sucked for me cose I wasn't as hyped as I should be, instead I was alittle moody. Need to do it again when I'm more myself than when moody-ness takes over.

Anyways, there's no pictures of last night. wasn't into the taking pictures last night. Unlike SOMEBODY! WC! you know who you are. =P

Ready for tonight! =D

McDreamy or McSteamy? BOTH

I was so bumped just now when I was surfing the channel and there was TRL.. Unfortunately, that episode was when Patrick Dempsey (everyone's talking about him now) was the guest & I missed it! He was going off when I turned the channel. DAMN.

I was screaming & shouting, Ely now thinks I'm so dramatic. haha! Anyways, I wasn't satisfied not seeing him so I went googled it.. Look for it.

So, here it is, for you guys (who's crazy about him too)

* did you know that he's a juggler? YEAP! Won 2nd place in a juggling competition when he was 15.

Anyhoo, check him out on TRL. HERE
he has a freaking Dempsey doll !! WTH.

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Couldn't make it to the Salsa thingy last minute.. Had time to organise my iTunes and my iMovies.

Anyways, that's the boring part.. Went out when Ely reached my house, caught up with the guys for dinner.. They were so obsess with I Now Pronounce you Chuck & Larry. haha. Whatever they did that night, they'll go "Eh remember that part from Chuck&Larry.."

The last day of Live & Loud wasn't any good at all.. So, we just walked around and bought those glow in the dark sticks.. After awhile, we decided to head back to Desa.
Long walk back! But it was good with company. 5 minutes away from the place, some the cars that was parking at the road side got their windows shattered.. Alot of them actually. Not safe!

Reached Choo's to take the car then went for a quick drink & back to Choo's to play.. Just hang out..Came back home after that. Durh. =D

Damn lazy to type! Crystal's back!!. LOLS.

Ooh, plus, when I got home, I stepped on Ely's slippers, she screamed, I dropped my precious never been dropped phone! Worst, it was on the tar road!!!! I was like fuckfuckfuckfuck!

Pick me, Choose me, Love ME.

CONNECTION!! I blame my stupid sister for upgrading the stupid connection, ergo, the stupid connection company or whatever had to shut down my stupid connection for days!

Whatever.. pffts

Yesterday I felt so fuzzy. LOLS. at night, on the way for dinner, Patrick Dempsey was on radio!! The Ryan Top 40 or just that Ryan talk thingy lar. Waah, I loveee his voice!

Then when I came home, I usually don't watch CNN but I was surfing the channels and I got to watch Roger Federer's interviews when he was here!! That stupid interview lady sucks!! She got to play with FedEx on court. & she didn't know how to play tennis so FedEx taught her!! WHATTHEHELL!! They talked about Mirka.. or is it Mikra.. either way, he said and I quote " I thank her for her support and I love her very much and maybe we'll have a family and have kids"
AHHHHHH!!! I feel fuzzy and warm! =D

Anyhooo... I had like tickets to go for the Live and Loud 07 yesterday! So many of them, but I gave it to my sister and I didn't want to go cose all my sister's friends will be going. THE WHOLE GANG! So, I gave it to her.. then, this dumb-dumb-I-don't-like-her-anymore-best-friend-of-mine-went-and-
didn't-tell-me!! With MY tickets!!

But, luckily she invited me to go watch some salsa competition so she's back to my good grace. LOLS!

It'll be a long day!! Going for the Salsa thingy then for the Live and Loud. blek.. Why must it all be on the same damn day!

No time to blog, Ely's on her way here! woof

Life's like a plate full of craps.

Had a nightmare last night. I was in a casino with plenty creepy clowns and people in Halloween masks. They really scare me & I fucking hate clowns. Anyhow, I then had to play Danny McCoy (watched too much Las Vegas) and there's this clown who was sick because he and someone created a virus (watched too much Heroes) & I didn't know who to believe so I asked Mike (From Las Vegas) to run a background check on them (that's what they always do). Then I don't remember. Woke up and went pee pee.

Slept back and continued dreaming. I was in a huge house and there he was, Tate Donavan. (watched too much The OC? ) Then don't remember edy. The worst part was when those creepy clowns was chasing me and I had to run up flights of stairs. blek.

Anyways, woke up at 11 and left the house at 12. Had lots of errands to run today. Went to the hospital to visit my uncle then headed for lunch. Then followed my sister to get her hair cropped. It still looks the same to me. Then, I cut my fringe.. My sis asked to do china doll and I told her to do it first. Of course, we didn't. Even if we wanted to, the guy cutting our hair wouldn't let us do it. haha!

Today is so bloody hot. The sun's blaring like nobody's business! Came home and watch more shows.

Everybody is asking me when am I getting my undang.. Stressful. Plus I got to learn how to drive and get my licence before March (Have to drive to Sepang if I want to watch Formula One next year)

Anyhoo.. I think my mum reads my blog. How did I know? Well because I wrote in my blog that I've vacuumed my room & I didn't tell her about it, last night, she came in and said "your room so clean after vacuuming but I'll give you 2 weeks before you mess it up again" Thanks mom for your encouragement.

I'm a sink with an open drain.

I went crazy last night by vacuum-ing my room at 2 am in the morning. I was organizing my photos and I've notice that my shelf was all dusty and all my bro's medical books were all in my way so I took everything out and start wiping it..

This morning, woke up at 12 and continue my spring cleaning.. vacuumed my top shelf, my table and underneath my table. wooh! It's all clean and dust-free. =)

I like to change my wallpaper.. Sometimes, for to long, it gets boring. So, I wanted to do something meaningful.. I ended up doing a wallpaper full of everything that happened this year. Pangkor trip, my sixteenth birthday, Formula one, FedEx's trip, Penang trip and everything else. =D.. It'll be boring soon but I like making it.

I have like pictures beside me, stuck to my PC and there's the picture of me & crystal.. The funny part is, it's like she's watching me all the time. hahaha!! I'll show you.
I forgotten that today's Wednesday. Missed tuition again. ;P

GoodNews. My sis finally upgraded the connection.. And it's now 1MB per second!! Just now, I downloaded Jordin Spark's album and it only took 5 minutes!! I timed it cose there's this pop-up that says that my connection thingy is done.. So, I wanted to see how fast the download speed is. WOAH.

EZTV is always upgrading! By all means, people won't be able to seed! Ish!
Uuh, I've watched the previews of One Tree Hill season 5.. It will be so cool.. They all somehow looks older too.

Decide to go all one colour for my blog. I want to change everything! But I don't have the 'inspiration' for it. ;P

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Check out the life of One Tree Hill 4 years 6 months and 2 days later HERE

James Lucas Scott is so cute! I can't want to see Lily Roe Scott! They'll be bffs like Hailey and Lucas =)

randomise.

Interact Cards. Want it? haha!! Give me 45 bucks and it's yours!. LOLS. I mean the ones with their names on it ;P

Just for youu.

Everyone is like MIA. They're not blogging. What's up guys?

Went out yesterday's yesterday for Hollie's surprise dinner. Well, wanted to get him cologne for his birthday present but it was way too expensive. Thought long and hard on what to get him.. Thought of shoes, but " someone " was jealous that I'm getting him shoes so I was lost again. Then thought of lingerie. What better gift to give him other that some funny present for a very funny guy. So, it was decided.While Ely was eating her choc lava @ Fasta Pasta, I wrote stuff on the paper napkins. Then, ended up writing a birthday card, well, birthday napkin. haha! After that, went to get the bra and panties.. End up, it was too small for him. haha!

Anyways, we were late, me and Ely. They sang the song and cut + ate the cake edy. But, I guess he didn't know that I'll show up so he was kind of surprise to see us walking in. I guess he was surprise.. Guessing here. ;P Anyways... they headed back to Choo's condo while me and Ely walked the bazaar. I wasn't satisfied because I didn't buy anything. haha
Ely's dad dropped us at Choo's & the guys was so into their football while the girls took more pictures. Then we played BlackJack.

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Hollie tried on his present. But it was too tight. He was wondering how girls put up with wearing bras. haha! Now he knows.While we were doing our stuff, Ely separated herself to boil 3 different pots of porridge. Figuratively speaking.

Went home to Ely's quite early because her father was quite mad. End of the first day..

A night to remember..

Oh boy Oh boy Oh boy! Yesterday was a blast!!

Starting from the beginning. Full of excitement while leaving the house but there was traffic! Slowly, the rush of adrenaline goes away.. The first funny part was when Nick, my cousin wanted to make sure he's going toward the right direction, he wind down his window and ask the car beside. I was laughing so loud but lucky that guy was friendly & also funny.

Reached there!! Rush of adrenaline was back. The second funny part was when this guy came up to us and start mumbling about some lucky draw, get to take pictures with the the players and stuff, so Nick thought it was free, he asked for two books. Then I was like, "must pay man, you really want it, what are the chances". After that, the guy said "RM 50", he quickly gave it back. haha! dumb dumb!

Went in the stadium with time to spare. So, we just start taking pictures.

anywaysastimegoesbypeoplestartshowingup.

Jaclyn Victor started the match with her singing.. Then the royal drums and stuff, then performance by 3 different races.. THEN they came out!! wooh. Sang the anthem.

At the starting, they will hit 10 tennis balls each towards us.. FedEx only hit the balls with his name showing. Like banners and stuff.. =( Oh wells..

The match was good! And my seat was pretty good. Pete is really a funny guy. Like a comedian. He made us laugh. He even made Fed laugh.. They were just having fun. Not a serious match, a friendly one..

Pete kept asking us to cheer for him which is so funny when he did it. He was ready to serve when he stopped and faced us requesting us to cheer. haha! Then, when Fed was going to serve, he stopped him and took a deep breathe. It was funny..

Fed on the other hand, he kept laughing at Pete.. Then he wanted to make us laugh himself, he stood at the side spinning his racket then threw it in the air and caught it with his other hand and spun it more. It was freaking cool.

Well, of course FedEx won.. 7-6 & 7-5 in 1 hour 30 minutes. It was a great match. Worth every RM 353! haha.

After that, met up with Rach at the 4 huge posters but we only took one picture cause she had to jet.

Hanged out for a while then headed back.. Went mamak for dinner first. It was like 12 when I ate my dinner. came home & fell down on my bed.

November 22nd 2007

Just a few more hours!! But I'll be going soon! Go walk around and stuff. That's the pro of going with my cousin, he likes to be there earlier. Unlike my sister who leaves the house the when the event starts. I missed the Formula One parade because of that. =(

After all those thinking and stuff, decides to wear red because FedEx will be wearing red too! My sis's friend, Ian, Ian Soo, he's a lucky bastart. =P He gets to go watch Justin's Concert, he get to go to the Nadal's match eventho he hates tennis, plus, he got the tickets for free, good tickets. AND yes there's an AND, he caught Nadal's wrist band!! What are the odds! Grrr!

I so don't want the match to end so fast like how he won the match is Seoul within 1 hour!! This time, it must be LONG and LAGGY!!

Don't know what else to say! Won't be surprise to hear Rachel scream later. haha!! I want to should ' Go FedEx' later! like after everyone else yells. So then he can hear only me! =D

Here goes!!

take it till the end of time

I have no idea why my fonts at the post 'clash of times' is like that. But, I kind of like it. LOLS.

The picture I was saying about McDreamy.
Look at that. haha! There was another one with the big hair but I didn't want to use that. Not so nice picture of him.

I like to photoshop pictures now days. Makes it look prettier. haha.

I'm damn lazy to be going tuitions during the holidays. But there's still Chemistry. Damn semangat. Lucky Francis is the take-the-time-off-have-fun type of guy.

I took the time to photoshop this too cose I find him always wearing suits. Everytime seeing him at an award show, don't be surprise by what he's wearing because it's always suits. Also, wears suits on set of Las Vegas. Makes him look so charming but it's kinda boring.

Urgh.. another hour before tuition starts. I'm damn lazy to go! yet, if I go, it's only because I want to borrow that book from Jie Ying. Maybe I won't go. hmm. Stressful I tell youu. Gees! All of us decides to sit at the back of the class. Less stressful !! hahaha! You'll see.

Clash of Times

Clash of times in Seoul. Federer vs SamprasIn an exhibition match between tennis greats past and present, Roger Federer defeated Pete Sampras 6-4, 6-3 on Tuesday.

"I feel pretty good," Sampras told Korean television after the game. "I made it competitive, which was my goal. Obviously Roger is the best player in the world and I retired five years ago. I am grateful that he invited me."

"Pete was one of my idols growing up and it's great to play him," Federer said. "It wasn't easy for me, it wasn't easy for him as he's been retired five years. I am number one and everyone expects me to win."

"I have no plans to come back from retirement," Sampras said. "You have to come back for a reason. I just stay home and watch Roger win on television."

Clash of times in Kuala Lumpur. Nadal vs Gasquet

World No. 2 Rafael Nadal played an aggressive game to dominate Frenchman Richard Gasquet 3-6, 6-2, 6-3 in a showpiece match in Malaysia.

Bee law- no talking to humans.

It's late and I'm tired and I don't feel like blogging but, this takes up time.. Just came back from my aunts house. I don't mean any disrespect but boy am I glad to be back home.

I can't get enough of Ashley Tisdale's song He said She said. I've listen to it a million times and I'm not bored of it YET. & in her video, Josh Henderson is so freaking hot and cute. But why wasn't he cute in Desperate Housewives? I kinda think that like background boys in music videos tend to be cuter and more charming. LOLS.

It takes so long to buffer The Hills this days. I usually don't do it cose I'll just download it but the torrent is not out and I can't wait. I hate Spencer!

Watched the American Music Awards yesterday.. I took the time to sit down in front of the tele for 3 hours to watch that.. Main reason : because I don't want to download it. The file is HUGE. It wasn't very good. One of the Jonas brothers fell.. I was laughing so loud. not Nick, he's the cutest one. One of the not-so-cute one.

I was watching this show, I don't remember what it was.. And if I liked Patrick Dempsey a few years back, I must be crazy.. then & now, huge transformation! I'll post the pictures when I'm done photoshop-ing it

Ooh ohh, in Heroes, the 'he' I thought is going to die, turned out..... you'll figure it out. =D

I'm bored with my current blogskin. It's boring me already. & I'm liking my new wallpaper. Bet y'all can't guess who's on my wallpaper. haha ;P Seriously.

Recently watched the Bee Movie with my cousin.. and he keeps replaying the part where my name was mention.. Replayed it so many times until it wasn't that funny anymore. LOLS. really don't like animated movies.
"They really do follows a fellow.....Black & Yellow"

Roger Federer is coming tomorrow!!! I can't wait! Can't wait!! I really don't know like their schedule and timeline and everything because they had never come to Malaysia for a tournament before.. Unlike motoGP, Formula One, A1 and all.. I'm very excited. ;D

I'm off to bed. Can't keep my eye lid up any longer. haha
Nights y'all.

I give you my word, I give you my heart, this is a battle we won.

I won't be blogging for another few more days. =( Will start going back to being a god damn housewife!! I want to scream out loud !!!

It'll be a very eventful week this week with tuitions and tournaments!! Federer's match this thursday!! Too bad it's at night.. It'll be harder to see him.

I'm dying to collect those DVDs that my sister's friend bought but she don't want to! It drives me crazy.

Plus, last night, tears started running down my checks when my hard drive spoiled!!!!!! EVERYTHING is inside! you name it, it's inside that bastard!! All my series of cause.. Everything is inside! It can't be spoiled. I want to go Computer War and fix it. Whatever it takes as long as everything in there can be saved!

There's damn alot of series in there!! All season of One Tree Hill, Grey's Anatomy, Heroes, Las Vegas, Desperate Housewives, EVERYTHING!!!!! I'm starting to cry again!

Watching Gilmore Girls with Chad Michael Murray in it makes me eager to watch One Tree Hill season 5!! James will be so cute! =D not James Lafferty.. James Lucas Scott..

David Sutcliffe guess-stared in Private Practice. Wooh and he is damn handsome! Damn, I'm into older men. HAHA! && my mum was watching Pretty Woman.. Richard Gear is so handsome and charming too! He's old but still got it. =D


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ROGER FEDERER just won his fourth Tennis Masters Cup a MINUTE ago defending his title with 6-2, 6-3, 6-2 against David Ferrer who I must say won as many cups as FedEx. =D

A few days later, he'll be here!! I so want to go to like the airport and see him! haha! Still finding out where will he be crashing when he stays here. But I'm guessing that he'll only be here for a few days.

I'm bored and I'm blasting my speakers!. I want to go fix my hard drive!! I want to cry! I spoiled everything. My sister's pen drive, my hard drive! It's like everything I touch turns to dust! Freak!

It's gnarly.

- nooOoO! There's a new girl coming into the life of Grey's Anatomy and is going for McDreamy! =( I want him to me with Meridith!! =( Don't like lar like that...

- Peter Petrelli is so cute with his new hair cut & Kristen Bell's role is getting bigger.. & it's getting more and more interesting. But 'he' is going to die! They bring in more cast and kill off more cast..

- Heidi called of their wedding in The Hills but that was shot a few months back and present day, they're still together. I love Jordon more!

- I'm just done with the first book of Gossip Girls and it's so different from the series. The concept is the same but their personality and how they met was kinda off. Plus, now after watching the series, I can't picture how the they really look like in the book. When the book mention Nate, I'll straight away imagine Chace.. It's all off for me.

- I don't like my sister's boyfriend because he always take my series just when I want to re-watch it !!

- I have to clean up my room AGAIN.

- I have to go back to become a housewife next week. Which sucks! I can't stand it. If only I get paid by the hours I stay there..

- Holidays officially begins!

- Kimi Raikkonen is the official World Champion as McLaren's appeal was rejected =D

- I too want to change my blogskin but I'm too lazy..

- I want something to happen today.

I want to forgive you & I want to forget you.

It's November 15th!!! The day has come! =)

My hands are a little shaky now and I don't know why. I can't lift them up. Anyways, I wanted to blog about something just now but I don't remember what was is.

Matt Damon is the sexiest man alive this year! =P *drooling*. Last year was Matthew McLaughlin. I don't know how to spell. Simply only and he's not sexy at all! If compared to him and George Clooney, George definitely! Hands down.

Was watching Married Away : Giuliana and Bill. I like Bill! He won for the first season of Apprentice, and I watched that !! LOLS. He's cuter now. =P && Giuliana and Bill said :
Bill : I told you I'll give you a sunset
Giulianna : It's the most beautiful sunset I've seen with actual rays
Bill : I made some calls.
Which I find so cute and funny! Bill said he made some callS! One to God and another one to Mother Nature. HAHA! ;D

Anyhooos. - Hollywood buzz, before it starts buzzing, we'll begin -

Me mind is totally blank. I can't think of anything to write.. I only got all those gossips in my head because I was just done watching E! News and Daily 10. haha..

I have nothing to write. I really don't.. I don't even know what I'm going to do next.
My computer damn weird lar. It's been off for 3 days and now it's so slow! Everything opens so slowly and.. Usually, rested computers works faster but in this case, I can't shut down my computer in order to make it stay fast. It's weird.

My sister's friend went to Penang and I asked her to ask her friend to get me all sorts of DVDs. I even made her a list. hahaa!! And now, I can't stop buzzing my sister about it cose she too don't know when her friend's coming back. LOLS..

I can't wait to watch Beyond the Breaks! and Friday Night Lights! That girl that I said looks like Leighton Meester is dating Orlando Bloom which I don't find him cute or hot or sexy in any way..

I can't get a hold on the printers! The day is getting closer and I don't know how long it will take. Probably it won't take that long right? With their big shot factory with high-tech printers. It'll take just a day won't it? Ahhh. And I forgotten how much it cost. haha! ;P

I know what they like, to stay up and party all night

Finally! I'm back !! After sometime away from home, you'll start to miss it. Well, except if you're staying in a hotel =P

I've been a fully total housewife for the past 3 days and am I glad to be home without the responsibility to hang, take in and fold the clothes, vacuum the house, baby sit Keenan and everything!!

I'm so so so glad to be back home..

Something happened to my family. =( and this is the kind of situation I don't know how to handle because it never happened so far.. Both my grandparent's are still alive and kicking..

Here's what it is, my uncle was diagnosed lungs cancer about a year ago.. And he was fighting it until now.. He was not on chemotherapy.. Anyways, things had seems ohkay for a year until that day when he was driving out to let go of a rat he caught.. That's when he had a stroke.. A really bad one too! His left side, from head to toe can't move.. he also can't recognise anybody and can't talk.. That made my aunty cry in the middle of the night, can't sleep, can't eat.. But the next day, he was able to remember us and talk.. Miracle! Still... I won't know what to do when he leaves us.. I don't how my aunty will react.. =(

DAMN!

away from sad sad place!.
I didn't know hospitals were that gross! After seeing Grey's Anatomy and House, I though it would be high tech and everything but the nurses there were like walking so slow and minding their own business when there was an emergency on one of the patient.. Don't they know that a patients life is on their hand and if they slip up, he/she will die!!! And while I was there, I keep hearing flat line! hahaha but it wasn't cose there weren't any yelling of " give me the crash cart, V-vib, okay, shock at 100, clear..call.. time of death.." I'm too dramatic!

Oooh and Trina told me there's a character name in Bee Movie named Jeanette Chung. and at first I didn't believe her but after checking the cast and crew I really saw my name!! LOLS. I wonder how did they come up with that name.. Chung samo! And I want to watch, not because my name is there but because, this might sound crazy but because last time my nickname was honey bee.. haha! and it's like honey bee in that movie. well. bumble bee but same thing lar. =)

I'm off to watch all those series that I downloaded last time! Waahh! so many =D

so so so scandalous.

Scandalous.. Here's what I found out.. The writers are going on a strike because they think that the media of Internet are getting more money than the ones who are making those series. So, they want equal share. That's what I've heard. And, many series has going hiatus and stopped productions.





Series of series that's stopped. Those which I watch..

Desperate Housewives: Production shut down. 9 episodes recorded; show expected to go on hiatus first week of December.

Grey's Anatomy: 10 episodes recorded; production on single remaining script continues. Production shutdown scheduled for Tuesday, November 13.

Private Practice: 9 episodes taped. 2 more scripts available for production.

House: Production continues. Show to become anchor of Fox schedule through early 2008 due to absence of 24 and Prison Break.

Prison Break: 12 episodes completed. Show to go on hiatus effective November 12 with new first-run episodes scheduled to return on January 12.

Gossip Girl: 13 episodes of 22 episode order taped.

Ugly Betty: 13 out of 24 episodes taped.

This strike is putting people out of works and putting us out of series to watch! The strike might last till next year. Many people working for the entertainment industry will surely go bankrupt!

Anyways, Jessie watched Justin Timberlake and she said it was so good ! I can only imagine her in his concert! HIS CONCERT!!! With his dancing. I've regret that the most, seeing him dance live and seeing him in real person! =(

I'll have so many things to do next week that makes me not wanting next week to come..

I have nothing to blog thisdays. It's sad really. I'm now watching Jamie Oliver. =) He makes cooking look so simple and delicious! He made this chocolate cake from scratch and it looks so easy! Daisy Boo and Poppy Honey are so lucky!

Naughty School Girl

one. What's up with all the writers on a strike? Even the cast of Grey's Anatomy are supporting them. That means, no new episode for any series until the strike is solved. Ish

two. Lindsay Lohan to guest star for Ugly Betty? wtf..

three. Nothing.

Woke up early today because the printers called to tell that there's a problem with the Interact Card. Apparently Kim used funny fonts names like pussyeat snicker, batik regular and something else.. What kind of fonts is that?!?! LOLS. I was laughing when the Grace list it for me. Lucky she didn't think I was crazy cose it was funny for her too. Have to rush everything in order to be ready before the Conference. Ahh!

Ooh, Right. I was suppose to post about books! Yeah.. I'm in the mood for nerd talking.




Ready?
We'll talk about books now.


Books that I want to read! =(
Spent that money for Whey Jinn's 16th present. Waiting for it to turun harga and for Times offer.Random
Look, it's a bookworm! Killed 3 of those this year. There's one more fatter one. ;P