99 times, you look me in the eye.

iMovie - Bedtime Stories.

damn. I slept through the whole evening :s I'm still so sleepy but I can't go back to sleep. mums woke me up when she slam the door when she offed my lights because I ter- fell asleep.

This week has been so tiring. in college the whole day since morning is torture! Uuh, I'm so happy today because I made LOTs of progress in class ;)

Previously, I said I couldn't find a friend who's 'like me', that's because I was looking for it at the wrong place. ahaha! I made friends with a bunch of guys so much easier because they're not pure chinese.

I couldn't make friends with the girls because they all speak mandrin and I'll stare at them looking stupid. but today since it was a long day, I made friends with the guys and today was also the day when the whole class was super noisy!

3 days later and we're all like best friends. haha! last week, we enter class, sit silently waiting for the teacher, be taught silently then went our separate ways 3 hours later but today was different. It was super a lot of fun.

Uuh, my biggest influence in class was making Angeline go crazy! not go crazy as in I annoy her so much but go crazy as in she'll break into a loud laugh just suddenly like how I always do ;P I'm so close to her lately, if you told me that that will happen when we were still in high school, I'll laugh my ass off. things has certainly changed so much since then.

It sucks that I don't have holidays during the holidays. I really want to follow my aunt back to Taiping next week :'( I've been wanting to go back since forever, now that she's going back, I can't go. grr super sucky.

I still have 12 weeks of non-holidays ;(

I think that my hand is cursed or something. I don't know why but all the gadgets around me are 'dropping like flies'. I don't know why but the weirdest thing happened to my camera, again! My memory card was totally broken into two pieces. & the weird part is, I don't know how it happened because I've never taken it out before! then, my phone key can't press which is really a hassle! I have to take it for repairs! then, something is wrong with my smart tag. it beeps every time I pass the toll. I checked, the battery is still high & money is still in. THEN, my watch sudah habis battery!

It's going to cost me a fortune to repair everything ;( changing my watch batteries already cost 30 bucks because it's a damn fosil watch and it has to use two damn Japanese batteries instead of a damn chinese battery.

&&& Happy 18th Birthday Kimberley Chong Pei Pei ;)

I wouldn't have told you
if you hadn't had asked.
was that pity I sense?!

seconds, hours, so many days.

fuck.fuck.FUCK.FUCK.FUUUCCKKK!!!

I'm so fucking pissed! kik sei yan man! Grrrrr!
I'm gonna vomit blood!

I had it at the palm of my hands! I know that chapter backwards and forward! I love that chapter the most AND it came out for my finals BUT I got thrown back by the title!

STUPID FOREIGN POLICY! it's the easiest one YET I didn't read the stupid title! argh. instead I did the one I know I won't get marks because it was crap I wrote!

I wanna scream man!! I studies so hard - haha, rephrase - I studied the day of and I screwed it up! read the title Jeanette, read the title! Thank gosh it's only Malaysian Studies. I don't need MS anymore! done & done.

Still! damn 'chong for' man!

Apart from that, I couldn't concentrate and hear myself think because the damn Kris Allen's no boundaries song was inside my head! I knew I shouldn't have played his songs over and over again! my fault!

with every step you climb, another mountain,
every breathe it's harder to believe, you'll make it through the pain ♪

Oh man, I do not miss exams at all! Hate it in fact! ;)

Jenson's 'best so far' Monaco victory

Button leads Brawn third 1-2 in Monaco

(it's getting a little boring ;P)

Formula One Monaco GP Results :

• 1st - Jenson Button (oh you make me LAUGHOUTLOUD)
• 2nd - Rubens Barrichello (excuses, excuses)
• 3rd - Kimi Raikkonen (be happy, it's a step up)
• 4th - Felipe Massa (awesome, flawless work!)
• 5th - Mark Webber (good work done)

Ross Brawn said that Jenson is reminding him more of Michael Schumacher-ish and I totally agree. Jenson is making winning-a-race a bit boring. haha! just like Schumy for me with winning every race over and over and over again. I would like to see someone else on that podium for awhile.

someone like Kimi perhaps ;P

Ferrari is probably the team that has improved the most. The car has been perfect and the drivers seems to like it more. However, when you built a machine - it'll listens to every twitch made to their liking but when you birth a human - you'll get HUMAN ERROR!!!!

It's disappointing that Kimi lost a place to Rubens at the start but he really did get robbed from second place with that horrible silly never-should-have-happened second pit stop. He's right, it's very disappointing to get third because they could have done so much better!

& with a team like Ferrari, they shouldn't aim to finish 2nd or 3rd, they should really aim for pole all the time no matter what situation they are in. They gotta be greedy! nothing to lost at this point.

Massa was scaring me the entire race with his aggressive driving. I was afraid he'll hit the wall or something. I'm surprised that there wasn't any major accident. I'm actually amazed by how fast those marshal remove cars from the streets. respect.

I liked the fact that Lewis wasn't in the screen throughout the entire race. haha! no lime light this time :P

What made me laugh at the end was when Jenson had to sprint to the podium because he parked his car at the wrong place! haha. I'm utterly impressed that after 78 laps of mentally and physically tiring race, he still had the energy to sprint half of the circuit.

Adrenaline is a very powerful drug :)

Ooh, it has been a long time coming for Kimi to drink his victory champagne. haha! he was the first to grab his and drink it. old habits die hard.

Kimi looked so much happier
holding the champagne
than the trophy ;)

feel alright, I'm living on air.

Button beats Kimi for pole.

Formula One Qualifying Results :

• 1st - Jenson Button (I'm chuffed to bits too again&again)
• 2nd - Kimi Raikkonen (wohooo! the Iceman is back!)
• 3rd - Rubens Barrichello (3rd good enough la!)
• 4th - Sebastian Vettel (aww,just missed out)
• 5th - Felipe Massa (c'mon Massa! we rolling)

The cold ice finn ICEMAN that I ♥ is back!

It was an action packed qualifying! I gotta say I love Monaco just because it's a very entertaining circuit. It makes me squirm just because they're always driving so close to the walls because of the narrow street. But it's all fun to watch.

I was super happy during Q1 when Lewis hit the barrel ;D So cocky, that's what you get! Still, even when he's out of qualifying, he was still inside the regulation zone! I shouted really loud for someone, anyone to bump him out! And thank gosh Sebastien Bourdais did at the last last second! bye bye Lewis!

At the end of Q2, Kimi topped the time sheets ;) I likey! I laughed really loud when Alex and Steve was talking highly of Nelson's lap, then he spun. that was funny. It's like Nelson could hear them talking about him so the pressure was on.

Time for Q3. I agree with Alex, I too would like to see the fastest car on top not the car with the lighter fuel weight. man, it was so tight! darn Jenson! I wanted Kimi on pole. I clapped really loud to cheer on Kimi. It was so close yet so far!

Kimi didn't get a special made helmet this year, although he has every year since 2004. Apparently Kimi said he felt he has not earned anything special to be presented with a Monaco helmet this year. so modest!

I pity Vettel. He has so much to show off but he's always having a dark cloud of traffic following him everywhere! He's low on fuel so he should have done better than 4th. I really want Vettel to win this year's championship! or maybe come in second. very ambitious ;P

I take back what I said in my last F1 post about Kimi retiring early to hop onto his boat. Speaking of, I don't think he has his own boat this year. No pictures of him on boats.

Ooh, one thing that I really wanna know. Didn't the FIA ban Lewis Hamilton for 3 race? Why is he still racing then? funny right. suspended ban.. what does that mean? what's going on?

Jenson always say
"I'm chuffed to bits"
so I'm writing it, always

when there's no point in grieving.

iMovie - 13 going on 30.

I always watch that movie to be inspired with creativity. One of the most 'colourful' movies made.

Went all the way to Subang to go shopping at Sunway with my aunt. I hate shopping with my mum. I just hate hate, loathe, shopping with my mum.

I also hate it when cars comes super close to me when I'm at a stop. I'll purposely roll back to scare them. So if you guys see me on the road, don't come so close to me at a stop, I might just bump your car just for fun ;P oh, or else I'll just drive really slow for awhile ;)

Last time when I'm younger, I love staying over at peoples house. It seemed cool at that time but now I can't because I'll actually miss my room. Nowadays coming home after a sleep over feels like jet lag to me for some reason. I hate sleeping over now. I'll miss my bed.

New series alert!

The Beautiful Life staring Mischa Barton, Sara Paxton, Corbin Bleu & Nico Tortorella - oh he's so hot & good looking ;) All the pictures on the web didn't do him justice because in the trailer, he was smoking.

The 3rd guy is hot right!?

There's also Melrose Place 2.0. What's with remaking old series?! running out of ideas eh? Still, I'll watch ;D Michael Rady is in it. He's so good playing the role of Kostas in Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants. I really thought that he was a Greek actor, but he isn't! unbelievable.


Vampire Diaries - that hot Lost guy is in it! It's for sure a series about a girl in danger and the vampire guy comes to save her, becomes her knight and shining armor then fall in love then sacrifice and stuff like that! All vampire shows are similar! even Moonlight.

don't know who he is, but
he's one good looking fella.

What else is there? The spin off of Gossip Girl? That'll be cool. I wonder how Rufus and Lily met each other & I wanna see the Mr.Van Der Woodsen Lily married.


I'm super outdated with my current movies. I'm fighting the urge to go watch because I wanna wait for you, JIE to come back so we can go watch together like how we use to do all the time =) Sister bonding. Ooh, and this time, I can drive you there ;)

Gotta go study man.
Is college exam way harder?

acts like summer & walks like rain.

iMovie - 8 Below.

I need a 101 crash course translation class for accounts. The first class of accounts was so funny. I probably laughed so much + loud till everyone else thinks I'm taking pot or something. But it really is funny because I answered every question the lecturer asked in Malay.

Then she was like, what's that in english cause she don't know it in BM -she's been teaching it in english ever since she remembered, so she said. & I told her that I too don't know because I've been studying it in BM ever since I remembered.

I like teaching someone accounts. just to see the light lights up is a reward by itself. no wonder people who teach loves to teach even though their salary sucks. I had to teach Hariz, I didn't even know that we went to the same high school. He was 1 year my senior. Anyways, he didn't take acc classes so I taught him accounts 101 ;)

Francis really did leave his mark on me. I still remember the day when he asked why is "belanja always debit" answer "because belanja is debit laa".

I'm always the only one in class laughing by myself, I gotta go influence someone to laugh with me. I gotta break the pack with Angeline and Jason because they're always together and they can never make friends!

M.O next week in class : get everyone to laugh with me. or at me, as long as they know how to laugh. Unfortunately, I don't see any potential 'like me' friend ;(

Ooh, my classroom is like the North Pole! it's freezing! you can actually shiver in class.

Hung out with Laila for the rest of the evening. Took her to lunch then went back to her SUPER GORGEOUS WITH SWIMMING POOL HOUSE! I'm so jealous that she has a swimming pool in her own backyard. the only house in Hartamas to own a private pool. tsk

We looked at old old old primary pictures I don't even remember taking. so funny and so embarrassing. our hair looked so oily last time, haha.


Then went driving around with Laila since she just gotten her licence. Now I know how it feels like when a seasoned driver sits next to a rookie driver! You can feel what's going to happen before it happens.

Taught her a few tricks that I've learn to smoothen her cornering and braking! haha, gotta live the moment. I think she has serious ADD. while driving she'll be like 'oh what's that', ' uh who's playing', ' oh did you see that'. It's not good!

I don't think I can take it anymore.
when you want me, you call me,
when you don't need me,
you push me to the curb!
realize it by yourself, please!

forgive me if I slip away

iMovie - Da Vinci Code.

Decided to watch that movie since I'm planning to watch Angel & Demons. I don't know to either feel sorry or afraid of that guy who hits himself. He looks so scary, he totally look super different in Wimbledon.

It was... I don't know what to say. anyways ;)

I did something that I've never done before! never before in my eighteen years of living, did I not sleep at all for the whole night! I think it was the 'works' of caffeine I was drinking. I couldn't sleep. So at 4 in the morning, I decided to take a shower, since I'm awake, so that if I were to fall asleep, I don't have to wake up earlier to shower. - showered, blow dried my hair and COULDN'T go to bed!

did this and that, waited until 8 to go college. My first class day! I was making so much noise already :P First class was quantitative method, yuck! I purposely left add maths back in high school, can't believe that I have to learn it now =.= Zhee Yi, come back to mee!

After 3 hours of numbers, - man I really feel 'naked' without my calculator when I'm doing maths! AND the frustrating thing is, I can't seem to recall where I placed my calculator! I haven't been using it since last year SPM. so now I guess I have to go get a new one!

I searched high and low for it! Maybe if I stop searching for it, it'll stare me straight in the face.

Anyways, after 3 hours of math, had to sit for my Malaysian Studies paper! I hope I score because I've been studying for that paper! came home after and only slept for 2 hours!

I slept for 2 hours in the 48 hour window! gees. caffeine buzz is really something huh.

I thought in college, all homeworks given don't have to be copied from the board. like they'll give us sheets and sheets of question. it would be much fun-er not to have to copy down homeworks.

Fiction World ;D

I can't believe how Grey's Anatomy ended their season! OMG the suspense! If there weren't rumors floating around, I would have guessed differently but I don't know... such suspense!

All series is coming to it's season finale. Brothers & Sisters just had theirs. I've never cried for them before although some episode were heart breaking, the music they played
wasn't suitable for crying. but I cried for the last episode. & I think that Sarah actress is pregnant.

I really think that the soundtrack really makes a different to a scene. One Tree Hill can just make you weep like a baby with their soundtrack! I still can't believe Chad Michael Murray and Hilarie Burton is leaving the show ;(

Just started watching Ugly Betty season 3. I don't know why I stopped watching it in the first place! I like Daniel a lot. I think he's damn charming with his suits. & that new guy Matt really looks like Josh Gorban!! hahaha!

I stopped watching House also. Damn lazy to download it.

ooh and finally, Dancing With The Stars! I really want Shawn & Mark or Mellisa & Tony or Gilles & Cheryl to win. haha, that basically means who ever wins is just fine by me! They are all great! The one I really was rooting for was Derek but he was booted out already. tsk.

I'm probably not going to
like The Hills that much
now that Lauren is leaving.
But I'm definitely still going
to watch Kristin.

ooh & you guys don't
even have a clue do you, pfts!

I'll come back to you one day.

iMovie - Stepmom.

Man, I can't sleep. I have to wake up super early tomorrow for class and I still can't sleep. New classes starts tomorrow! today actually ;) Looking very forward for it, but I don't know what class it is.

I forgotten to go collect my new timetable. Didn't even stay long for my classes actually ;P Anyways, let's hope I'll make friends tomorrow since I haven't been making any. yeaps, Jeanette is a loner in college. ahah! -dead serious. I don't have any friends in college currently.

Man, can't think of a day when I haven't had a day all to myself. I'm officially worst than CoffeeCup already. but since I'm having my Malaysian Studies exam today, I studied.

for the first 10 minutes into it, I really thought I won't last long. I won't be able to read finish that 20 pages of stuff but I did =) I even made additional notes which was lots of fun. I miss being so hardworking.

The downside is, now I'm having a headache! serious shit. Haven't been studying for so long, for so long. I studied for almost 4 hours straight, and now I'm having the worst headache ever & I can't sleep. it's torture!

I got new classes tomorrow ♪ I can't wait ;) new class and exam tomorrow! gosh. remind me to put gas in the car tomorrow or else I'll be driving around without any gas.. haha! super lazy to pump! hate pumping.

you guys are really
making me feel so small
& making me resent you!

forever and almost always.

iSeries - One Tree Hill.

First of all, I can't even put it to words, how can Mark Schwahn not bring Lucas and Peyton back for next season?!?! All seasons it's been about Peyton and Lucas and their love triangle and their obstacles and their drama. Why are they always cutting out main character like Karen and Keith?! Ain't the main characters suppose to last every season!


I'll be so pissed if they end this season 'that' way! darn, I can't say how I think they're going to end it because most of you guys haven't watch and I don't want to spoil it for you guys! But if they did end it 'that' way then I'm sure the fans will hate next season. They should end it like how they ended Karen's role ;)

Still, don't write Lucas and Peyton off la! I hope next season's ratings goes down then they have to bring Lucas and Peyton back! On the up side, Julian will be a series regular, so I like it ;D

Yesterday, saw - well I didn't 'see it' see it, seeing it would probably make me scared to ever drive again but I did see the aftermath of the whole thing! Heard the whole 'bang' but I was still out of sight, which I think I was lucky not to see the whole thing happen.

Anyways, what happened was a huge accident outside my campus. There's a turning into the campus and there's a U-turn turn. So, I'm guessing the car hit a motorcyclist then hit onto a pole. Or the motorcyclist hit the car then the car hit the pole. Either way, car, motorcyclist and a pole was involved. The car was smashed badly. The front was completely 'kamek'

Oh gosh, I saw the helmet, the car, the smashed glass, the smoke coming out from the car! I didn't even wanna take pictures even if I could because it was horrible!

Today, there's a traffic police right outside the campus to control because there's also KDU high school students. very dangerous! The debris and stuff is still on the road. tsk tsk. so scary!

Here's something funny. I just only realize that I can't get into a song while I'm driving. I cannot! because when I get into a song, I'll tap my fingers along the beat and when I tap my fingers, my feet will automatically follow the tapping. You get what I mean right?

& when I tap my feet, I'll let go the clutch to fast and my engine will die! HAHAHHAA! it happened twice, once today - the puzzle piece came to me. The first time I was rocking to Lady Gaga's poker face and today I was into Jesse McCartney's leaving. Both got that upbeat beat that makes you wanna tap your fingers!

Gotta ban leaving and poker face when I'm driving. Haven't come across Black Eyed Peas' boom boom pow tho'. hahah! wonder what will happen ;P

My iPod & iTunes is killing me!
why wouldn't it sync my videos in!!
so frustrating.

just like that, don't hold back.

iMovie - 2 Fast 2 Furious.

I've FINALLY finished all my assignments due tomorrow ;) After days and days and days of saying I'll do it. I'm really a last minute girl and even if I'm in college now, I don't think that it's ever going to change. I really thought it would, but I guess I was wrong.

I don't have the determination to sit down for hours and come up with lines after lines of words if I'm not under some kind of pressure. It's over.

Anyways, there's currently some weird smell in my kitchen. It really smells bad, like a mixture of drain water and the beach's water smell. & the problem is I don't know where it's coming from. gross!

You know what, I am now eyeing on getting this little mechanic's drawer thingy. Peyton has one too. haha! I'm stopping by every hardware store from now onwards ;D


I just learnt a new word. I didn't even know it was a word, I thought it was some funny word because it's funny - jubilee.

I need to go out more often. I'm always inside the house, it's so not good. I'm becoming like CoffeeCup! haha. Dudes, wanna go out? I'll come pick you up ;D Let's go!

I should really stop watching
reality television. It's making
me jealous of their life.

Button wins Spanish GP.

Button snatched 4th victory.

Formula One Spanish GP Results :

• 1st - Jenson Button (that's the way dude)
• 2nd - Rubens Barrichello (it's good enough la)
• 3rd - Mark Webber (are you kidding me?)
• 4th - Sebastian Vettel (I feel your pain)
• 5th - Fernando Alonso (hometown hero!)

*blows a hole in head with a revolver*

this is the fourth major mistakes Ferrari has made in the last 5 races!! When will they stop snoozing and smell victory!? miscounted the fuel weight for Massa is really something that shouldn't be faced by the Ferraris! it's outrages!

haha, I for one is actually quite happy that they are opening their team radio more often for us to listen in but it looks like it's something they wanted to keep to themselves. ahhah! I bet every other team who's hearing that transmission was laughing their ass off the high stool.

Kimi oh Kimi. I feel so sad after seeing him slow down. At least slow down after the pitstop la, more interesting. oh wells :(

Hey, since RedBull still haven't design their double diffuser yet, Adrian Newey should really ask for Vettel's input since he was stuck behind Massa's car the entire race & that double diffuser was all that he could look at :P

Vettel shouldn't be behind of Massa the entire race, it's such a waste. he could have gone so much quicker and even guarantee a spot on that steps. It was such a bitter sweet moment when Vettel passed Massa. I feel sorry for Massa for just handing a place without a fight but I also feel happy for Vettel for scoring more points.

Ferrari is becoming a laughing stock! I think Ferrari is just another normal team without Jean Todt and Ross Brawn. Stefano is good but he's not great yet. I kinda don't think that Michael on the other hand is giving out good advise. But I like Rob Smedley! he's the one person I like the most.

One question, where the hell did Mark come from?! haha! he appeared 3rd out of nowhere! Very good pit stop strategy for him. unfortunately it was a poor one for Vettel. If only it was a lap different from Massa. tsk tsk.

Why isn't Kimi hanging out with
Sebastian anymore?? ;(

Zhang ZiYi look-alike. but she's prettier ;)
Jessica Michibata I mean.

My predictions for the next race - Monaco GP.

Kimi will retire earlier than expected and will straight away hop onto his awaiting mega-glamorous boat to hangout with his Finnish buddies.

she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts.

"I just lost my ice-cream sponsorship contract! That means I don't get unlimited supplies of ice-creams for each race. ooh that makes me super mad!!" ;P

Okay I watched this clip 10 times to understand what the hell Kimi was saying! Finally, after repeating and repeating and repeating, I finally heard what he said. See if YOU can understand. what he said will be below the clip!

P/S: if you really want a challenge, do not scroll down past the clip to see the what he really said!

Still no KERS Kimi, still no KERS.
Yeah, you don't have to tell me every
lap & every corner, I can see this from the light.

I'll be love's suicide.

iSeries - Life Of Ryan.

I don't know why but I love watching reality tv. and my weekly addiction is Life Of Ryan ;) His skateboarding is so sick! he is so good. Little bro Kane is so super cute! I wish I had that little boy. & Ryan is such a great big brother. I'm super jealous. His house is mind blowing! Check out MTV cribs!

He looks a little like Jessy McCartney in season 1 when he had his blonde hair, then he busted it.

Anyways, had to do extra extra work on my assignments now. it's so tiring and frustrating having a group assignment especially this early when you don't even really know your group member and their capability.

So, drove all the way to Uncle Gordon's apartment hoping for some of his knowledge on malaysian history. thought that his wise (in other word senile) brain absorbed some breaking news over the years but he's brain was as good as mind. coconuts!

I got a few hours of work done there faster than in my own room. Too many distractions on my computer ;P

I have 3 more papers to push out next week. next week only do la :P I'm super lazy. I have nothing to do yet I don't have the motivation to do any of my papers! moral and malaysian studies are both very boring subjects!

Ooh speaking of moral, I helped Angeline write a conclusion for her assignment in 5 minutes, with ugly handwriting and a rough copy. in Jeanette's language, it means I just wrote a simple conclusion, a conclusion I normally write for any assay of mine, basic lines and I got a well done?! Whatthehell. the paper was like 'ham choy' and my handwriting was like cakar ayam! ahaha. imagine if I really put my mind in the paper..

What I'm trying to say is that college professors are like real professors. wise, intelligent, has full of knowledge brain. and those simple words I scribbled on a piece of paper satisfied him satisfies me!

Anyways, I still haven't started on my moral assignment which is due this wednesday. still got loads of time la xD

I had the urge to keep my room clean today so I changed my own sheets ;) & that somehow made mums happy. I know what to do for her for mothers day edy - just make her bed on that day ;D

I'm a sucker for
reality television.