I've never believed in, what I couldn't see.

iMovie - Death Race.

Man, that movie is 'woah'! intense! I gotta say, it is one of the most... well, creative movies ever made. I'm still stunned. For one, I will never ever kill someone or will never ever do something that could put me into jail because it's hell on earth! I don't care which jail. I will never ever wanna go to jail ! EVER.

Anyways.

I can't sleep. It's 3 in the morning and I can't sleep. And while lying there on my bed trying to go to sleep, I had time to think. And I don't like to think. I don't like to think about the past. And when I think, I think about most of the stuffs that happened, and what I should have done to make the things that happened never happens. I guess you can say that I'm living in the past.

And the one thing I really want to go back in time and do it all over again is when I was at Sepang this year for the F1 race. I wish I could go back and grab onto my Germany flag as tight as I can and never let it out of my hands. Every time I think about going for next year's F1, I think back about this years' when I missed the drivers parade and our stupid plan to sneak into the GrandStands. Moment of shame.

Anyhoo. I had time to think about which collage and what I wanna do once I step out of high school. I can't believe 5 years ago I stepped into that school being only 13 year's old. I remember my first official day. I carpooled with Tanya so we could walk in together. And on that day I met Kei, Wheyjinn, Muizz and the rest. And it was a week after that when I met Jia Wen. She was in school with her aunt and she was standing outside the class, me being me said hi to her and I think I scared her abit with my loud voice. haha.

5 years later, I'm writing this post, thinking what am I going to do after high school. I never thought this day would come so fast. Throughout the years, I couldn't wait to finish school. But now when the time's here, I'm thinking that I'm not brave enough to step out of high school and step into collage. It's a whole new world.

And the whole big picture is, I don't know what I wanna do with my life. I don't know which doors to open, which path to take. I don't even know what I wanna become, what I wanna do. I've set my mind to think that I was going to work in some fancy hotel, but when reality hits me, is that really what I wanna do? I don't know.

If only I was born with some useful genes. Like becoming a world class soccer player, or a runner, or a golfer. or a clown or something. I think it's hard leading a path that was chosen for you, but I think it's harder to decide which path to take.

It's really very frustrating. Truth be told, I would really like the idea of me going to Yale. HAHA. Those big structural buildings with brick walls, big compound with green grass, big tall green trees, sleeping in dorms is my idea of collage. Getting away from home, living with roommates, doing my own laundry is my idea of being in collage.

I took a test, and it proves that my 'reality' point isn't high at all. It's below low! Trina is right, I'm living in my own little fantasy world. I wonder why didn't I have an imaginary friend when I was little.

Gosh, I'm still not sleepy! I'm bionic woman. If only I would use this time to study.... The sky will turn green tomorrow! HAHA.

It's going to be a night, to remember.

iMovie - High School Musical 3.

Finally went and watch HSM last Monday. Gosh, it was better than I thought it would be. Seriously, I'm not bias. It's really very good. And I cried for half of the movie. It was heartbreaking! If you think that it was sad when Gabriella didn't talk to Troy in the first HSM, wait till you see the third one. I cried like mad!

I still like this part the most! And I love the song. "Can I have this Dance"

Truthfully, I loved the whole movie and I would go watch again. But I would rather download it and watch it over and over again. =P

Oh and also the dancing, that will for sure be worth your money! The dancing was so good! Kenny really did a great job getting everyone to dance so well!

Anyways.

I've been studying the whole day, so now I'm taking a break! I'm so lazy to study already. I've got sejarah left! YUCK! I'm thinking of just skipping the paper like my brother did ;P

Oh, I just realise that most of the actor and actress in tv series is dating each other. Like Blake and Penn from Gossip Girl, Sophia and James from One Tree Hill, Milo and Hayden from Heroes, Jessica Stroup and Dustin from 90210. Did I miss out anymore? Ooh ohh, Jennifer and Jesse aka Dr. Cameron and Dr. Chase from House, they were engaged. were.

Oh gosh, I can't bare to start studying sejarah! I can't. I would rather learn Add Maths and stare at liew more than studying sejarah at this point! I know I can't score!

this hurts, I told you so.

iMovie - The Prince and Me 3 : Royal Wedding.

The first movie was nicer! The second movie was alright. The third one sucked! I don't like the new King Edward. I can already predict the fourth movie's title. " The Prince & Me 4 : The Royal Pregnancy. Or The Royal Baby. something to do with a toddler laa.

Raining season is gone! I like the hot sunny days! Not so damp and humid and sticky...
Books also look better when the sun is shining down on it. It's like it's glowing and I'm reading some magical stuffs!. uhlala.

Shit, I've not blog for some time and now I don't know what to write. Words usually flows out but I'm stuck. I can't 'elaborate' things! yikes!

Last night's sunset was so beautiful! The whole sky lit up like it was on fire.

Urgh, seriously, it's blocked! no words. no flow. not smooth. not cool !

Whatever laa, I'm off to watch a moviee! Guess which :P

She really cracks me up with her marking! Does that mean I get extra points if she agrees with what I say? haha! Oh and that's my Trials paper, not some exercise.

Lastly, this guys reminds me of Drew Fuller! so sama! But he's voice ain't that 'manly'
I like guys with 'manly' voice. those deep voice! woah!

cause you're there for me tooo.

iMovie - You, Me & Dupree.

Fracks! Today's the first day of HSM and I can't go! It sucks! It's fully booked man! Everyone bought their tickets online! It's crazy. If only my sis had top-uped her debit card, I'll be watching it right now!! Instead, I have to wait till Sunday for her to get back from Penang =(

I should have been one of that little thingy if
my sis had enough money in her bank!

The box office website states that HSM has made more money than the current Harry Potter movie by 2 million! that's super cool!

I'll be home alone for the next two days. Lock down! Who wants to come and teman me eh. ;P

You know what's cool, the maths book that I recently bought, I finished the whole book in 2 days! I love maths now! I find it easier than Chemistry. and I get more corrects than chem =P. I don't know why I didn't like maths then. Although I still don't know how to do the sphere and straight line. I'll learn soon! =) So fun!

Now when I'm bored with studying other subjects, I'll do maths cause it's fun! hehe.

So, this whole coming week is booked with chemistry, then the week before SPM will be for sejarah. I can't study sejarah now or else it'll fall out from my head. So, I can say it's just enough time! hehe. 19 days? So whatt, the sooner, the better.

you know I'll catch you through it all.

iMovie - Georgia Rules.

It's so funny la what 'they' are fussing about in school. Hie Pn. Cheang, if you're reading my blog. Too bad I have got no Facebook or else you'll drag me for counseling a long time ago. I don't think counseling is the best way for you to stop me from blogging shits.

P/S : I'm taking some time off my studies. I'm a very hard working student who wants to 'improve' the school's perfumed name. =)

Sheesh. So tak han to read every student's blog, view every students facebook eh.

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That day I was looking for a pensil holder in my old room. I found so many old stuffs of mine like my Powerpuff Girl's pencil case! I loved Powerpuff Girls last time.

Still in good conditions. =)

Wanted to dig up all my old school stuffs to have a look but realised that it's all gone. My mum threw all my stuffs away! I've lost everything!

My certs, my UPSR result slip, my PMR slip ( is there one? ), my school magazines... everything gone! Stupid mum go throw it all away! It makes me so super angry that she didn't have the decency to even ask if I still want those. Damn itchy hands! It was inside MY drawers some more! Sheesh.

Next time I'll throw away her stuffs and just say ' oh I don't know, I guess I threw it all away'

Blehhh!! So pissed off.

Did my forecast today and it sucks! All so ugly punya grades! OMG, I had a dream where I was not accepted into Taylors and Trina was. I cried in my dream which I happen to cry in real life too! It's too scary to think Taylors won't accept me man! I won't know where else to go!

For some people, studying really hard pays off but for others, studying your butt of just isn't enough.

Oh Gosh, The City is coming real soon! I can't wait to watch! The spin-off of The Hills. Following Whitney to New York City! Man, I can't believe it. I'm going to miss Whitney on The Hills! =(. Check out the trailer on MTV's official website.!

I wanna eat sushi!

Two more days till HSM 3 !! xD

* I'll get over it once I watch it.

her mother opens the door..

iMovie - Hairspray.

Watched Hairspray last night. And I laughed like nobody's business! I laughed so loud. It was hilarious! The show is damn funny! haha. Not funny funny but how they look, what they do funny. haha!

Zac Efron plays Link Larkin and he kept winking. It was super funny! And when Tracy slaps her butt! HAHA!!
I watched it the first time in cinema but then, I didn't find it funny. Or else I would be kicked out of the cinema for laughing as loud as I did :P

Anyways.
I'm desperate to go to a bookstore! I need to stock up.

OMG, High School Musical 3 is this Fridayy! Who wants to go? heheeee! xD

Hamilton led boring victory.

Hamilton for a boring victory.

Formula One Chinese GP Results :

• 1st - Lewis Hamilton ( you'll wait. )
• 2nd - Felipe Massa ( Let's go! BRAZILL )
• 3rd - Kimi Raikkonen ( yeah baby! sweet! )
• 4th - Fernando Alonso ( good job! )
• 5th - Nick Heidfeld ( nice work! )

I was so nervous for the starting! I really thought something would go down at the start but nothing did. And that led to a very boring race and a boring victory for Hamilton.

The Ferraris were not fast enough to even get close to Hamilton. Just his luck! He should have that tyre puncture not Heikki! poor Heikki. Bad luck always follows him around, on his birthday some more! pffts.

There weren't ANY drama, no penalty, no overtaking, no chasing, NOTHING! no fun..

The only fun part was when Kimi let Massa pass him. With or without team order, I like to think that Kimi decided to let Massa pass by himself. That's united team. That's seriously damn noble of Kimi to do that. And he didn't mind, in fact he was happy about it, about helping the team. =)

But the question is, I have no idea why was everyone is so curious as to why Kimi let Massa pass. Every reporter kept asking Massa, Kimi and Stefano. Hello! Of course Kimi is going to let Massa pass! Their aim is to win both world championship and constructors championship!

Kimi letting pass by easily.


We'll see what going down in Brazil next 2 weeks!
Massa is going to kick Lewis's ass and he'll cry to daddy!

The 3 partner in crime! The 3 best friends! The 3 musketeers!

Say my name! Say it!

iMovie - Spiderman 3.
more to come after me finish watching F1 =)

*//edited.

I didn't realize that Sebastian has almost the same pants as Kimi. and also the same jeans as Kimi.

Well, who can blame him, everyone wants to be Kimi Raikkonen. Who doesn't wanna be him..

The 3 guys who hangs out together. I've never seen any of the other drivers who hangs out with other drivers as much as they do.


Similar pants!

Same jeans!
It's so funny that they have like the same type of pants! hehee.

I have to say, Kimi don't only influence Sebastian on clothing, he also influence Sebastian on his driving! Looks like the current Iceman is passing down some skills to little Iceman. =P

Birthdays are so important in f1. I don't know why..

can I have this dannnnceee.

iMovie - Devil wears Prada.
More to come after me finish watching F1. =)

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Had a pleasant day. Had a call from Laila which made my day all better.

you used to call me your angel.

Hamilton beats Kimi for pole.. again.

Formula One Qualifying Results :

• 1st - Lewis Hamilton ( you're going down! way down.downtown!)
• 2nd - Kimi Raikkonen ( yeay baby! Keep flying! )
• 3rd - Felipe Massa ( let's go Massa! )
• 4th - Fernando Alonso ( Let's do it shall we.! )
• 5th - Heikki Kovalainen ( sorry Heikki. )

Gosh, my heart was beating outside of my rib cage for almost 10 minutes! I was so super nervous that Massa would qualify worst than 3rd! But he got 3rd and Kimi grabbed 2nd. Oh Lewis Hamilton will be sandwiched in between the Ferraris tomorrow and he's going to wanna cry to daddy!

I'm smack talking a lot this days! haha. I'll stop.

I'm a bit surprised that Kubica didn't make it into Q2! Who knows, don't write him off yet. He's only 12 points behind. Gosh knows everything and anything could happen. Kimi had a bigger gap last year and he won.

I'm so banking for Lewis to screw up! I hope the pressure is eating him inside.

It looks like Kimi is getting his thunder back for Qualifying. It's probably too late this season but better late than never right.

It's all about team work tomorrow! It was taken last year when Massa helped Kimi to win the driver's championship & now it's Kimi's turn to do the same.

Let's take a trip down memory lane with last year's Chinese GP.

haha. Look at Kimi's crazy hair-do! xD

What happened to Lewis? haha!
Something good for us.
His tyre was eaten up! LOLS. Be more aggressive Lewis!
Good for you. Hope it happens to you tomorrow, again!

My money is on Massa for the win! =)

I'm guessing same photographer cause there's many similar pictures this year and last year.

history will know who we are.

iMovie - Cadet Kelly.

HAPPY 29th BIRTHDAY KIMI !! xD

I'll take more about you later :P

I've been eating, and sleeping, and shitting, and bathing, and doing practically everything with my chemistry book! One more chapter to study and I'm done with the whole damn book.
Haha, I've even slept with the book under my pillow. 'They' said that if you put a book under your pillow, the words will creep into your brain. So, a girl's gotta try. haha.

I did absolutely nothing yesterday. And today was hell in school. I don't know why I kept wanting to go school. I'm done. At least today we got to see Mr Yew. He's still funnier as ever. I don't think his jokes are funny, I just think he's funny for thinking that his jokes are funny and the way he laughs.

I just realize just now while sitting in class that I'll really miss everyone.. Suffian, Nisa, Farah, Zahier! School is the one common thing we share. I doubt we'll even talk after graduation and that sometimes makes me a little sad. Cannot annoy Zhee Yi while she's doing her work is the biggest thing I'm going to miss.

I think she hangs out with me too much. she's already so lame and she laughs at her own jokes just like me. haha!

Love you loads! =)

Updates @ Formula One.

Looks like there well be a few changes here and there for next years races. The main change is that all engines for next year will be equalized. Technically, that means we'll get to see who really has the big talent in driving. With all engine with the same power units, no matter if it's a Ferrari engine, I'm guessing it would be the same as others. It's going to be so fun to watch.

Looks like Kimi jinxed this. haha! Got it from F1 Racing book a couple years back. nope, it was last years. checked. =)

Although they are all not in the same car, I guess it's almost the same thing with the same horse power.. isn't it?

Here's something funny. and I made it. I was kinda bored night time.
We know how much Kimi hates sitting in a press conference and answering questions. And he really shows it too. Maybe not on purpose.

Red Bulletin made a small similar comic strip back in Spa and now I'll make one. :P


Oh and, there's some kind of war going on between drivers and Lewis Hamilton. Apparently, his aggressive overtaking is pissing off the other drivers! I like it! :P Everyone is ganging up on Lewis. Breaking his spirit. ehehe!

GPDA's director Mark Webber and Jarno Trulli have both said they will raise Hamilton's conduct with F1 race director Charlie Whiting..

Wohoo! that's another 2 drivers who's not liking Lewis now. The only person forced to support him is Heikki.

It puts a smile on my face knowing he has someone to love and pamper. =)