cruel to be kind is a very good sign, cruel to be kind means that I ♥ you

iMovie - 10 Things I Hate About You.

"some asshole paid me to take out this really great girl.
yeah, but I screwed up, I um- I fell for her"

I loved this movie when I was younger! still do actually. one of my many favourite movies :) They don't make movies like this anymore! now all the romance movies suck balls!

If you haven't watch, you guys must! Heath Ledger is super charming (;

I can't believe I still remember the lines! I haven't watched it in ages. It was in those blurry CDs you know! and I still remember the parts that was in black & white!

anyways.

I've been downloading some old movies that I have on CD! of course HD is much better to view from. plus I can see all the cuties face clearer now :) been downloading one movie every night & now I'm running out of movies to download, any suggestion?

I've been falling into the sleep-super-late-wake-super-late pattern. totally not good! anyhoo, because I've been waking up late, I've been missing my mother. not feeling-missing her but not getting to see her cause she's out the door early, in to bed early.

It's so sweet of her to go get me shampoos cause I've been nagging about my hair fall. I think if you pull my hair hard enough, all might fall off! seriously. My bedroom and bathroom floor is covered with my hair.

I have serious sensitive scalp! My hair gets oily very fast. super fast. wash in the morning, oily by nightfall. yes! and not to forget the massive loads of hair loss! My hair used to be super thick, now I'm getting bold :(

I have yet to find the perfect shampoo for my situation. nevertheless, mumsie is trying to help me find those shampoo no matter how much it costs! ♥

Found this on my table when I woke up yesterday noon.

Why must even such small bottles of shampoo be so freaking expensive?
Those two costs RM 68! my eyes popped out when mums told me the price! I really wouldn't have bought it if I was with her! damn.

now I have four of them! all different types of shampoo.

at least the first two bottles that I got was when it was on discount.

I wonder if new hairs will grow when old hairs fall off from its place..

time won't let me go, if I could do it all over again..

iMovie - When In Rome.

heh Josh Duhamel ♥ (;
enough said?

I am so going to visit Rome one day! that's a promise :)

I had an infection. but it's gone yesterday afternoon. thank gosh! I had it for the last 3 days and I must say, it hurt like a bitch! the pain kept me up all night at night. I couldn't move and there's only like 1 position that I could pose to sleep and it really isn't comfortable and it made my bones ache.

Every time I move, it hurts! my 'Auntie Flow' was visiting too that time so it's pain + heat + cramps!

I'm going to appreciate my non-hurting body more now!

So, the lights around my house had never gone out before in all the 10 years I've been living in this home. but this year, a few of them decided to give up. At the beginning of the year, it was my front porch.

Today, it was my kitchen! My whole house had yellow lights but now it's white lights replacing them! I told my mother I hated white light, she does too but there's nothing she can do about it now.

I haven't changed a light bulb in my room for the past 10 years, and counting. only 1 light is busted but I haven't change it yet.

wow. 10 years! that's half my life. It needs to change :P

I've been asking my mother to sell this house and get a smaller place because since my brother and sisters' gone, there's 3 empty bedroom not in use, a living room that we're rarely in and one round dining table that we never use since there's only 3 of us.

but she said that this house is bought so it makes less difference or whatever.

Then shockingly, days ago she asked if we should sell this house and get a smaller place. I was blown away by her question. I didn't take her seriously because I know she's bs-ing me.

However, I really want my own room without any built-in furniture!

the sunset few days back :)
it's things like this that makes me not wanna die!

I want you to want me, I need you to need me, I love you to love me..

iMovie - 2012.

Finally watched that ohso super long movie. though not a bad one. The cracks and fire and water quakes looks so real!

I love seeing those loyal and humble and passionate high powered mans, thinking that there are people like them in the real world. Despise those who thought only about themselves! they should all die first in the movie :P

John Cusack is ♥

My room is getting very dusty because of the construction right in front of my window. I usually don't open my window, not lately anyways but my maid does when she cleans my room. I didn't know that she opens it or else I would have told her not to sooner.

every two days, my shelves gets dusty, the top of my PC gets dusty and I'm tired of cleaning it cause trust me, my maid has gone lazy on us!

day before yesterday I was wiping the dust off my books and I realized that there's those yellow spots on the pages! it's getting old. & my mum said it's because of the dust and crap so I cleared some space from my closed cupboard for the books.

found quite some stuffs while I was up there! My brothers books and such are still there. Makes me feel that although I've been sleeping in the room for 6 years now, it's still not quite mine.

anyways.

my Twilight saga has all gone flying away to Perth staying with my sister.
& I'm missing Shopaholic & Sister. it's probably in the other cupboard or somewhere!
I like series books rather than individual books cause I like to fantasize in my 2D world longer :P

find this picture cool (;
called it My Shaky Hands! heh.

my All-New Zealand key chains that's been oxidized
(or deoxidized. I don't remember my chemistry :P)

found this little super tiny recycled paper book.
from Elyza (;

my most precious when I was young!
I put pieces of paper on every individual pages because I didn't want the colours from one side to get to the other! freak :P

Watched American Idol last night, and I must say, this seasons finale wasn't at all about finding out who's the next American Idol winner but a huge send off for Simon Cowell. I really felt sorry for the winner cause Simon did steal the limelight.

&& I'm surprised that there's no winner song this season! where's the fun in that!

I'm downloading movies every night because I have nothing better to download. I want to download Greek but I just don't feel like it, just one of my many feelings ;P

What movies should I download huh? I need to go to a DVD shop so that I can make a list of movies I do want to watch.

I'm starting to get bored with
my super long holiday :S

you'll find strengh when people bring you down

iMovie - Fame.

It's 2 AM in the morning and I'm craving for those hotel breakfast pastries!

yss.

AH my mouth is watering!

I'm missing the days when I'm being woken up as early as 7 AM to go have breakfast (doggie bag some for sister cause she always can't wake up) then get back to the hotel room and sleep in those bed that could bounce quarters off!

I miss sleeping in hotels :(

I spend so many nights thinking how I did you wrong

iReality - Dancing With The Stars Finale.

They did it!!
We did it!!
heh :DD

seeing Mark lift Derek up onto his shoulders felt like a tradition not only by Mark, Derek and Julianne but it felt like a part of DWTS routine, but of course it isn't.

I remember Mark saying in one of the DWTS package that when they(Mark, Derek and Julianne) were young, the other kid competitors hated them because they'll come in and sweep the competition clean!

heh. in all 10 seasons of Dancing With The Stars, the Ballas Hough siblings took home 6 out of those 10 mirror ball trophies!

they really are THE SIBLINGS!
to beat :P

I go through guys like money flying out my hand..

iMovie - Letters To Juliet.

It's quite good, quite awesome ;) a little uneventful but it's touching and sweet knowing that there's still people out there who's looking for their other half.

"I didn't know that true love has an expiry date"

Ooh, I liked Amanda Seyfried's hair in the movie! heh. and the leading guy reminds me of Eddie from My Prince and Me.

&& the scenery in the movie is drop dead amazingly beautiful! If I could, I would rather go around the world than to study :P


Had a girl's outing with Vivian & Rachel before Rach is off being a university student. we're all getting so old!

Met up for lunch, whenever I crave for Ikea meatballs, I'll get disappointed when I eat em because it doesn't taste as good as it is in my head :P haha! I don't know why. and I miss those little Sweden flag toothpick.

We sat there for 3 whole hours talking mostly about Vivian's little dilemma. and a whole bunch of other gossiping details.

For as long as I can remember, when I'm out with them, we're always hanging out in a bookstore! I don't know if it's because of me or because of US. haha! but we sure did hang out in Popular for quite some time! then to Borders.

I'm still waiting for The Last Song to be in stock! the original book cover one. not the movie cover ones! come out already!

spontaneity stroked, next thing we know, we're buying movie tickets! heh. had time to spare before the movie started.

Vivian's most wanted movie.
just don't drag me inside or I'll cry!

sneaked a peak after we heard people scream.

she wants to watch Robin Hood too!

Krysten Ritter looks scary :S

2 hours later.....

"so what's for dinner?"

Ray's hand so unstable, shaky shaky baby :P

heh. me love you ;)

time flew by so quickly! felt like I time traveled :P

the lady in red is dancing with me

Series - Dancing With The Stars.

I'm sure I won't be able to sleep tonight with all the excitement and curiosity of who's going to win the mirror-ball trophy!

I woke up quite early today considered the time I went to bed last night to check out the scores online. frankly, I imagined more 9s and 10s for the freestyle dance but the judges were being a little greedy!

Derek and Nicole's freestyle deserved a perfect 30s even though there was a little stumble at the end! come on. && Evan and Anna should have gotten more than 24! gees.

anyways! can't believe that I counted down the day to March 23rd - the day this season started, now it's ending! time really flies huh.

I so want Nicole and Derek to win! to be honest, I want Derek to win, I don't care who he's partnered with! but thank gosh it was with Nicole :) Voted using 196 different email today! that should bring my votes to a total of 980! heh.

the main reason I voted so many times is because Derek said in the package that he wanted to come up with great choreography and give the best chance for Nicole to win. He said Nicole, he could have said for us to win but he didn't. and that touched me.

&& I like that he's brilliant in what he does that he didn't need any outside help whereas Maksim and Anna did.

heh ♥ :)

bet I'm going to be out of bed as early as today to check out who wins tomorrow! when I know that it'll be posted to Wikipedia, I can't help but to check it out! I'm sure I won't have self control to wait for the torrent to be released then to finish download, then to watch the whole episode to find out who wins!

nope! thank gosh for internet right :D

heh. this is the first time I voted so many times for someone!
it was fun and exciting :)

you lift my feet off the ground, spin me around, YOU made me crazier

iSeries - Entourage.

gonna watch the whole series, again :)

I've spent 3 days in the house with my mother. Just me and her for the entire 3 days! some might go crazy, I almost did. but I loved it :)

I usually don't see my mother until at night almost every night but last weekend she stayed home to do her accounting work and I help. I'm such a GREAT daughter :DD!

&& I told her to sleep in my sister's room because my mums' air conditioning 'horse power' thingy is much higher, therefore much more expensive. Since she ons the air cond almost every night now, why not just sleep in my sisters room, right? wrong!

man, she gets up super early! and what she does is gossip with her auntie girlfriends! her chatter in the next room wakes me up every time I'm not ready to get up and that puts me in a very bad mood since the construction work opposite my room isn't done too.

Last Friday, big news about one of her co worker in the office was the talk of her day! I heard it almost 6 times as she tells it to don't know how many other people! my mumsie is such a gossip bee!

I feel bad and guilty for talking about other people, I don't know how she does it! she gossips like non other! & every time I confront her about being on the phone all the time for a long time, she said it's business calls! -.- "she say..he say.." are business calls eh.

well anyways. I have had enough of mother daughter bonding for the rest of the month. it'll be enough to get me through next month :P

Oh man. want to see something that's been bothering me so so much?

this! ish. if only it comes any more closer to my house! I'm so calling DBKL on her ass!

guai lous are living in that house that's 2 houses away from mine! aren't they afraid of mosquitoes or bees or whatever that could be regenerating in those big bush of trees!
The neighbours had sound their concerns before but the owner just didn't care! bitches.

the photo is not zoomed!

I'm now afraid to open my window, afraid that mosquitoes will fly inside! plus, it's been dusty with the construction work opposite. but still!

it's going into the windows of its neighbours house!

it's getting close to my window (the green one)

when it's close to reachable, prepare to face the wrath of Jeanette Chung!

the tall tree that I see everyday is also theirs! -.-

stupid inconsiderate people! hope snakes are growing in your trees & crawls into your bed at night!

On a lighter note! the pup that makes me happy :)

got him a new bone last week. and it's already gone! I like rewarding him with bones :) every time when I come home with a plastic bag in hand, he'll sniff it first to see if I've bought him any treats! & he do understand when I tell him that I'll be going out to buy him treats!

I found a pet store/grooming center that makes dog cakes and I wanted to get him one for his upcoming birthday but my mum said it's a waste of money -.- so I'm gonna buy him an extra large greenie or maybe a beef bacon bone :)

he's sick of those milk bones already

that'll last 1 week tops!

that lasted less than a week!
I know, it looks like something else :P wrong snapping timing! heh

I like pampering Zephyr! Coffee I just hug and kiss :P

I ♥ me pups

NEXT! keep it moving people :P

My mums been asking me to throw away my Cotton On flops because the soul is all worn out. but I refuse to throw because then I won't have anymore flops to wear. bought one the other day and another 2 today :) heh.

I gots to start wearing normal sandals and heel and stop wearing flops! oh wells ;)

Ooh ooh, also bought a new chair top thingy! from Ikea. It's only RM 9! I would have gotten a few more colours if I had liked them but non to my liking except for the red that I bought today! heh.

I get to change my chair colour whenever I feel like having a change in my room!

getting back to Entourage :)

the ends not near, it's here!

WARNING! SPOILERS AHEAD.

Skip this post if you haven't watch

Supernatural
Mercy
Brothers & Sisters
Private Practice
90210
Gossip Girl
One Tree Hill
Cougar Town
House
Grey's Anatomy

I don't know what's in the waters of those writers but isn't there any other way to end the character other than killing them?

Now I really appreciate how Mark Schwahn ended Lucas' and Peyton's role in One Tree Hill. Riding off towards the sunset is much much better than killing them even though it's no a secret that their departure had some dispute on the inside.

Anyways, Supernatural, Brothers & Sisters, Gossip Girl, Private Practice, One Tree Hill, Grey's Anatomy - there's death in all those shows! like, come on! pffts.



Supernatural.

The whole season has been steering towards the end - the final battle, apocalypse. Michael or Lucifer. Kinda disappointed because it was short lived. They should show more disaster, more chaos.

I was amazed that Lucifer can kill with just a snap of his fingers. I know it's not real but, who knows! the whole good vs evil thing this shows got going makes me want to read the New Testament.

Anyways, I liked the ending. no suspense, no drama. though a bit of curiosity, who or what did Sam came back as .... Season 6 baby :)

Mercy.

Picture- TBD

I DID NOT LIKE THE ENDING AT ALL!

I think I was suffering from high blood pressure when I was watching the finale. stupid la! Who called?! What happened to Mike and Chris? Suspense filled, really.

Ooh Michael Trachtenberg, it's so much nicer kissing James Van Der Beek rather than Dan Humphrey right? :P

It's such a nice show towards the end. NBC should really pick up a second season.

Brothers & Sisters.

I like Kevin & Scotty the most, now :P

I really really didn't like the finale and I think they could have ended it better! seriously!

I knew Robert McCalister's leaving the show but couldn't the writers write him off by like going to work with some super secret politician than to kill him in a stupid car accident?!

&& ohmygosh WATER?! that whole Narrow Lake mystery is a dam full of WATER?! -.-
Dear Writers, where's did your sense of creativity flew to? WATER?!

Private Practice.

Oh Dell :(

I cried so hard when Dell died. not just teared up but actually weep. WHY must they kill Dell?! Again, can't they write him off by showing that he's going off to medical school or something since it was indicated that he got accepted into one.

THERE IS MORE THAN ONE WAY TO WRITE A CHARACTER OFF THE SHOW OTHER THAN KILLING THEM!

Since the time I got annoyed seeing actors that was in Grey's Anatomy on Private Practice, I decided to write down all the people I recognised and on that list, there's 28 familiar faces!

GET NEW FRESH FACES! I've a feeling that they purposely use the same actors but come on, private practice and greys can't be more connected. GET NEW ACTORS!

90210.

okay, I'm a converter. Team Liam & Annie now :P

Must all the 90210 season finale end at some high school dance? first was prom, then winter formal. oh winter formal was like half season finale :P

it was kind of boring.

Gossip Girl.

When they say Gossip Girl season finale, we'll say
OMFG! WHY MUST IT BE CHUCK, WHY! :P

Ooh, Jenny HAS GOT TO GO!

I hate it when during the start of the episodes, they'll show this dark Jenny. She'll do anything without thinking of the consequences, doing it knowing the consequences sometimes, acting so bitch. then at the end of the episode, they'll show how guilty she feels, and how wrong she knows her actions were but do it all over again in the next episode..

thank gosh she's leaving the show for some time next season!

One Tree Hill.

It was amazing! another great episode from Mark Swartz! kudos buddy. It was totally One Tree Hill -esque until the last 5 seconds. bang!

It totally made me backed up a little in shock! woah, where did that come from!

Cougar Town.

I loved this finale the most! totally loved it! Now that's what you call a nice, satisfying season finale :)

House.

Picture - TBD

heh. I haven't finish watching. I watched the first 2 minutes then stopped right after. wasn't in the mood for some Dr. House.

Grey's Anatomy.

epic, EPIC season finale! one of the best, I must say. Hats off to Shonda Rhimes for having such a brilliant mind.

It was happiness, sadness, fear, shocking, exciting, curiosity all rolled into one and served right towards your face!

This will be the only time I enjoyed the 'killing them off the show' method :P I didn't really liked those Mercy-Westers anyways! I don't understand why Mr.Clark didn't shot April since she was also on his wife's case back then!

Ooh & Jackson Avery, I'm swooning :D

Cristina Yang, you're going to be a brilliant cardiothoracic surgeon!