you wanna be, you wanna be, a loser like me!

iMovie - Morning Glory.

I love Rachel McAdams :)
I want to be a busy woman like her character one day.
I really do.

so, I've been hearing about Taylor's parking issues and stuff. and I can't believe that such a high standard university is having the same problems as such low level university like mine.

those management people needs to go for management classes! give it to em free of charge la. they need to be educated.

My traffic jam problems seems so small compared to theirs but I still don't like the whole jam scenarios outside my college. and the parking issue.

I mean, I have parking. I have free parking actually, for Segi students. the only problem is that its far away from campus. but not THAT far la. what sucks is that those stupid people would rather park at both sides of the streets than at the free basement parking a few blocks away!

I'm sure that Taylor's people wouldn't mind parking a little further if they could have our 4 level basement parking!

I so want to scratch each and every one of the cars out there every time I'm stuck in the jam. The jam is not caused by all the cars that comes to pick up kids from KDU, its caused by those idiots that parks at the side of the road!

Really hoping for JPJ to come give tickets to every one of those cars. park in the free basement parking, for crying out loud. so what if you've got to walk a little further!

rushing my assignments. I've never been so clueless for my assignments before, until now. I'm pretty sure I'm going to disappoint my group mates.

I've lost my motivation and determination.

I'm in a funk lately. need to snap out of it. live like there's no tomorrow. the hope is we have so much to feel good about.

I'm still waiting on the pictures from Ting's birthday so that I can blog about that. much better than the ramblings I've been posting. I'm pretty sure happy post will be next.

so I'm straight in a straight line running back to you.

iTalkShow - The Ellen Degeneres Show.

I love starting my days with a little Ellen these days :) I'll YouTube her every morning after reading all my tweets.

The first thing I'll do when my eyes opens in the morning is grabbing my phone and checking out my twitter wall :)

I'm so committed to twitter, we're practically married :p

This week passed pretty quickly. Went and caught up with Laila few nights ago before she leaves again. I forgotten how much I've missed her. she was my very first best friend. and we did almost everything together when we were rugrats.

Spent almost 4 hours talking the night away. it's so easy being with her, and I really miss all that she has to say to me! haaha, I really do. she's the only one that called me Net, and I had chills when she called me that that night. brings back familiarity.

Well, I wish her all the best in India! and hope that she comes home faster :) cause I really miss my best friend.

Keenan came over, and I got to play with his PSP. I played the Formula 1 game for hours! I was being Kimi Raikkonen in his McLaren and I was leading the points board before the PSP hung.

He's memory card was dying, so mums took me to Digital Mall to get it fixed. he's so manja even though he's not my mother's son. tsk. being the youngest in the family has it's perks.

Kimi Raikkonen kicked butts!

Speaking of Formula One, it's F1 weekend :)))! my weekend's will be extra better from now onwards! love it.

Lord knows I'll fail you time & again, But you & me we're alright

iMovie - Glee.

Have been watching Glee this whole week. I've never been a fan of Glee until just recently. I started with season 2 before watching season 1. I love Blaine and Sam :) I think Sam's charming. & Blaine just blew me away with his voice.

The first time I heard him sing was when I watched the 'Bills, Bills, Bills' video. ever since then, I was hooked.

Now I'm watching season 1. and I think I'm in love with Jesse St. James at the moment. his smile pulled me in! hahaa. tsk.

Well anyway. just sometimes I wish I was in those TV shows and that my life is scripted and I'm not really living my life.

Life's hard, & it goes on.

I've been a little zonked out recently. I have this feeling like I've not been the person I wanted to be. and that I haven't been one that has made a mark in this world.

I blame the PDP assignment. made me thought real hard about life and myself.

I want to be the one that makes the choice of being a good person, of being the happy one that brings happiness to other people with my laughter and cherry mood everyday.

told you I've been a little zonked out. & I just want to say, from the bottom of my heart, that each and every one of you that's in my life is appreciated. I appreciate you, and you matter to me.

Sometime when I have all these feeling bottled inside of me, I like to escape it and be in the world of music. I feel like there's at least 1 song that's sung just for me for my moments. and knowing that I'm not alone is reassuring and comforting :)

you are not alone in this world,
& neither am I :)

you've got every right, to a beautiful life, cmon!

iMovie - Battle : LA

it's one fracking amazing movie!

it's one nail-biting, edge-seating, keep-on-toes movie. I find it just awesome and its one of the best movie I've watch lately.

I'm definitely going to watch it again, soon :))

I love this kind of movie, one that shows courage, patriotism, admiration, bravery. & those marine-bond is one to watch. their code of honor, their strong call of duty is just to be respected. I was touched when they were sad when they lost their own men, but were even more heartbroken when they lost civilians they were trying to protect.

I know that it's getting/had bad reviews but take my word, watch it!


so. I've got to keep this brain juice thing running. I've slacked so much until I can't construct proper formal English sentences for my assignment. I've started on my 'first of many' assignments just last Friday. its due this coming Friday!

my procrastination power is just amaze-balls :p

now, this second, is the only time I have to myself since Friday night. my cousins, aunt and grandmother came over and the whole house has never been more noisy. now they've all gone home and its weird, its quiet! haha.

I like it more when the house is jumping off the hook.

On Saturday, I went bag shopping with the mums, cousin and aunt. we went to those used/brand new hand bag store and mygosh! I would never ever buy anything from there ever. even if I had the money a million years later.

well, maybe I would :p but for now, I wouldn't.

Nathalie, my cousin was so funny. she saw one Hermes bag and held it up, saying to us that this is so cheap! & when my aunt told her it was fake, she placed it down so quickly like it was contagious or something!

I wish I had her money!

ooh anyways. after that, went cake shopping for desert! yes, one of my aunt is that greedy. Night fall, we went out for a late-night movie. which was Battle LA :))! still loving it laa!

now I have to seriously finish up my Personal Development and Communications Skills assignment #1. but I'm still super lazy! I have 5 more days, can laa. heh.

off watching Glee 1 :)
got the whole season, oh yeah!

I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me.

iMovie - Step Up 3.

Rick Malambri's voice is just so deep, and sexy! and I like hearing it sometimes :))!

stalker alert!

so, for the first time in the 20 years of my life, I went to the dentist!

I never wanted to go because I didn't have a reason to, and because I'm kind of a germaphobe. I find it scary and gross when I don't know how clean or dirty something is that's going to be shoved into my mouth.

so I told my mums if I were to visit the dentist, it would be clean, clean, clean! & so she found a clean one in SS2 called Hoo & Phua Dental.

bummer that my doc's a lady! Elyza's dentist had the most deep sexy voice I've ever heard. I think. I was young and I can't really remember.

anywayss! proud moment - the doc said I only had tar tar. I know that's a little serious but thank gosh I didn't have gum problems or cavities!

me mums on the other hand had to fill 8 fillings! that's EIGHT! woah.

all I had done was scaling and polishing :) and it wasn't so bad. it was sour at some tooth. Ooh, the bad new is that my gums don't have enough space for my wisdom tooth, so if it does decide to come out, I'll have to operate to take it out! hopefully, it'll NEVER come out!

I'm so glad to have the teeth genes of my grandfather! LOL. he's 83 years old and he still has all of his tooth! clean and straight till this day. my grandmother on the other hand has a mouth full of fake tooth :p yes! hehee.

yup. that's it. my first visit to the dentist :)! glad it went smoothly. and I'm glad it was clean and sanitized!

I'm obsessed with this new tune
from Selena Gomez called Who Says!
it's so catchy, it's in my mind all day.

who says you're not perfect, who says you're not worth it

iMovie - Tron.

Garrett Hedlund is hot, and his voice is sexy!

happy that its already Friday! I can't wait to sleep in tomorrow :))! though I'm always sleeping in cause class starts at 1pm. but its not the same.

Went out for lunch at Sushi Zanmai with Crystal today. my first time eating there. its actually great! I might be going there more often when it opens in One Mont Kiara :))!

oh open already :p sushi that is near is love.

received my amazing birthday present :)

Thanks Crystal!

I, on the other hand give sucky birthday presents. I not very creative in choosing a present unless I know what they want. I have to work on that more!

anyways. mums out of town again. seriously, if I were an american teenage girl.. the house would be trashed and torn down by now :p

I have to start on my assignments. every semester I vow to start on my assignments earlier so that I won't have to rush at the end but every semester I fail to do so. once a last-minute person, always a last-minute person!

I really got to get a head start on all my assignments. thinking of applying for a scholarship. have to go see the counselor for that one. hopefully I'll be eligible and my GPA would maintain.

that's pretty much on my mind right now. I'll turn off all my concerns and spend my weekend lazing around :))! I can't wait to read my book all day. realised that I haven't finish reading Shopaholic & Baby when I flipped through my new precious!

its on my table & I keep glancing at it :)))!

yes, more Charmed!

cruel to be kind means that I love you, baby!

iMovie - Mean Girls 2.

second ones are always the sucky one. though Meaghan Jette Martin was pretty in it.

the 3 bitchy one wasn't bitchy enough. wasn't believable at all. boring.

so, guess what came in the mail for me today :))! finally, I received my package after waiting for almost a month!

my iPhone covers! unfortunately it isn't the same as my current ones. the top is different. and the cutting is a bit off. but whatthehell.

it's cheap too! RM 35 for 10 colours. buying it here would be like RM 20 for 1 colour.

yes, it comes with iPhone too :p

I've been skipping a lot of classes lately, just because they're 1: boring! I've learned everything I need about Quantitative Methods and Accounting, I don't need a recap, especially after only 1 year.

secondly - I hate going all the way to class for only 1 and a half hour of tutorial class. waste 5 bucks sitting there listening to what I've already know.

so not motivated. so not in the mood to go to class. I hate this semester!

watching Charmed all day sounds
more appealing :)

and if you want to buy me flowers, just go ahead now

iSeries - Greek.

I can't believe there won't be anymore Greek on Monday nights :( I'm bummed. I really am.

I remember watching it for the first time on Hallmark channel. since then, I was obsessed. I was torn between Evan and Cappie but eventually, its only Cappie :))! I'm Team Cappie for life!

wish there's more. 4 seasons is just not enough. need Kappa Tau Gamma every week!

anyways.

more bummed out news. I've became a Windows 7 user! and I really don't like it, not one bit of using it.

I'm such a user loyal person, I don't like to change the stuff I use. and I'm really missing my Windows XP! everything now is so different.

I don't know why but my computer suddenly couldn't start. I had a few problems with it a couple nights before, when it would restart on it's own. the programmer said because there's virus or something.

really frustrates me when Phillipa fails me! its not the first time. grrr. I really don't like using Windows 7!

I've had to re-install my programs, it became like routine already. first it's Firefox, then iTunes, then VLC Player, then Photoscape, then Vuze. that'll be all I install. I don't want to install something that will make me upset to lose it when Phillipa fails me again.

so yea, I'm a Windows 7 user and it sucks, big time!

speaking of me being a brand/user loyal person *nose pointing high for some reason :p*

I went stationery shopping with mums that other day! I love going stationery shopping :)) just buy only! heh.

bought another pilot pencil. whyy are mechanical pencils these days so expensive?! it's like RM4.50! that's expensive!

there was limited colour choices. only dark blue, light blue, black and purple.
so purple it is!

I wanted the maroon/dark pink one but it was in o.7 and I don't like those.

stationery that I use! :)) I love using Faber Castell ball pen.

I don't like those inky pens. it seeps through the next page, not nice.

anyhoo. I honestly have too much stationery! :p

off continuing my season of Charmed! arrivederci!

baby I'm sorry, I can't afford a Ferrari.

iMovie - Love & Other Drugs.

Anne Hathaway and Jake Gyllenhaal are naked, a lot in this one!

it's not a bad movie! quite touching actually. & very realistic in some ways. go watch it. Anne & Jake are staring, that's reason enough for you to go catch it :)

plus, did I mention that they're nude all the time! :p

I don't know if its just me experiencing it or is the connection quite slow these days? hmm.

for the past week, Maxis people have been cutting the road in this whole neighbourhood from dawn till dusk! its not so bad anymore this few days. but damn ugly la when they patch back the road and there's like a darker line on the road.

the progression seems to be slowing down lately! they better finish it and not leave it on the roads like craps!

we were spying from upstairs :p
there's this guai lou guy! so I kap only la :p

hmm so anyways, I was looking for something that other day and I came across so many things I forgotten I had, like a bunch of my old birthday presents. I placed em in boxes but totally forgotten about it. it was mostly a bunch of soft toys and picture holders and stuffs.

I also found my mother's folie folie kit :) I can now change the colour of the bend of the watch and the bend of the diamond circle thingy. quite fun!

hello Folie Folie!

also also found my box of coloured strings! I used to make those friendship bands with em. but I don't know how to anymore.

so, just a short meaningless one.
my mind is too fried to think of anything else other than bed.