do you know what's worth fighting for, when it's not worth dying for.

iMovie - Old Dogs.

It isn't as funny as the trailer. Ooh but I've missed John Travolta! I so want to watch Grease now! The last time I watched it was with my sister & her friends. good times! I wish she would come back more often because I'm lonely here without her :(

It's hard keeping in touch when the person you're trying to keep in touch with isn't reciprocating. It's true when people say "the phone only works one way" and that's the way you want it. I'm sick and tired of trying to hold on for us much longer.

excuses, excuses! for once, I really would like to hear the truth! It'll probably feel much better than those excuses.

I feel like a fool trying to hold onto what was last time now. & that feeling really breaks my heart because imy like crazy! You were once my very best friend that I talk to almost everyday. & I guess my usage of past tense is appropriate.

unless you do something to change that.

I'm trying to keep a straight happy face but inside, I'm more messed up than you think.

emotions aside ;)

I've been watching Supernatural season 3 and 4 at the same time. heh sometimes I'm left confused but I like it! keeps my brain working. haa.

Sam & Dean Winchester
in the demon mocking tone :P

Supernatural is actually kinda scary for me. I'll only watch it during day time. but it's addictive! I can't stop watching it. && I'll watch the blooper so that I know it's not real. acting 101.

as much as I want to be, I'm so not the type of girl that can hold my scary stuffs! I'm terrified of watching ghost movies or any scary/horror movies. no thank you!

anyhoo, Supernatural is awesome! Dean Dean Dean, cause you're so keen :D! Sookie said that while Jared Padalecki played Dean in Gilmore Girls. now Jenson Ackles plays Dean :) hehe.

LOVES JENSON ACKLES!

I like it when Supernatural adds some teasers into the show to tease Jared for his role in Gilmore Girls. one time where Meg said she met 'something Michael Murray' at the bar. it's Chad Michael Murray, btw who was also on Gilmore Girls. and when they visited the CW set on the show. and mentioned the boyfriend actor is kinda cute.

Katie Cassidy plays Ruby

I like it more when she wears like that. casual and natural not when she's all glamorous and made up with makeup on Melrose Place.

anyways. heh. can't wait for this Friday! I'm in need of some fun with my girls under the sun :)

Liam, here I comee!
Lian Hemsworth is so cute too!

I wish you would step off from that ledge my friend.

iMovie - Sherlock Holmes.

Finally! I'm proud to say I've watched Sherlock Holmes :P I likey the movie! I likey Robert Downey Jr. I find him very sexy! ;) haha. is it just me? oh c'mon. I know youu guy find him attractive too, right? :s

anyways. I love those detective movies/shows! I loved Veronica Mars. haha so totally different but whatever.

I'm blogging just to keep my blog alive. I hate seeing my blog not being updated :( I don't know why I blog so much last time. wonder what I wrote back then. my MONTH haven't been eventful, therefore there's nothing to blog about. sadist.

well, I've been craving for pancakes and english breakfast lately so I went out and got everything I needed to make em. hehe!

I actually hate cooking breakfast for the family because there's nobody to eat my stuffs. my mum doesn't eat breakfast also. it's always my sister that eats my cooking but she's not here :( so my stuffs goes to waste if I cook too much for myself :(

first attempt. not bad. made small pancakes :)

But that other day, I was determine to stuff my mother's tummy! HA. she couldn't down it, she was making all those faces when I watched her eat :( heartbroken. my mother not eating such delicious breakfast I made for her! HOWEVER, uncle Donny was like a little happy boy eating all the pancakes :D

second attempt for the family :)
too bad Jess, you're not here!

So the next day I made english breakfast for them! HAHA. I had a bug. it made me cook all sorts of stuffs in the morning :P though something was missing from my breakfast because it didn't feel like it's an english breakfast. I think it's missing something wet cause it was all dry stuffs ; sausage, hash brown, bacon, scramble eggs and toast. I think it needs tomato and big beans!

next attempt soon :)

why am I cooking breakfast?! well, that's because I still can't have a proper good night sleep :( yes. I think I need to go see a doctor for prescription sleeping pills! I'm always up before 6 and I can't go back to sleep. and while I am asleep, I'm not really asleep.

omfg! when will the construction work in front of my room be done with!? it's very annoying with all those drilling and hammering noise. especially when I'm not getting enough sleep as it is! every morning, I feel like blasting my music just to compete with who's making more noise. though mine is not noise! it's beautiful symphony of sound, is what it is! MUSIC.

"bend over boy". HAHA
wadafak are youu doing laa!

don't fall now, humpty dumpty.



going to go watch Life Unexpected now.
second season, please!

what's somebody like you, doing in a place like thiiss.

iMovie - Green Zone.

In my opinion, it was a fucksome awesome movie ;) It kinda makes me feel disgusted that there's some pretty powerful people that isn't all that good on the government board. Where's your conscious la dude! I hate people like that (even though they're just acting) && I hate knowing that they're some highly skilled army that do not know what's wrong and what's right! speaking of corruption.

However, I like the fact that they're always ALWAYS one(many?) soldier that does the right thing! makes me sleep safely at night :P

I'm not smart in those war stuffs and stuffs, therefore I didn't get the ending :( I didn't get what will happen when those men disagree with each other during the board conference and I didn't get where the troops were going during the last scene. if you watched, you'll know which scenes I'm taking about.

Bottom line : I hate politics! I strongly agree that there's other ways to change the world other than using politics dirty tactics. but who am I to know this stuffs right. ha!

Back to reality.

Tang Sot Sot left me to go Thailand this weekend! she promised to bring me back a big juicy boobed prostitute :P LOL.

Guess what, today is the first day out of this whole week that I'll be sleeping after midnight! heh. very proud. I'm usually asleep by 10 because I'll FOR SURE wake up before 5! I can't sleep after that. I'll just toss & turn in bed until it's time to get up for class.

I don't know why I'm having troubles sleeping. it's very unsettling!

This whole week, I've been playing The Sisters of the Traveling Pants when I can't sleep. usually I'll fall asleep to the song of that movie cause it's familiar and it brings me back to a relaxing place.

but it hadn't been working. I've watching it 6 times already. did you know that all 4 of them didn't get to shot a scene together often in the movie? they shoot together at the beginning and end of the movie only.

&& that when they're scenes apart, it goes from Lena -> Bridget -> Carmen -> Tibby.

Anyways. I'm glad that my assignment week is over. I still have one stimulation next week but after that, it's a straight road to my exam day then I'm done! peace out.

I can check off first year in college! degree here I come! I promise to attend class everyday. HAA! yes, listen to Jeanette, you're golden :P

I'm pretty very beat
hibernation in progress :)

picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.

iMovie - Law Abiding Citizen.

not a bad movie :) it's actually quite interesting! Gerrard Butler plays someone like Michael Scofield. It's so sick at the beginning! stupid rapist people or any other people that doesn't have a conscious! anyways, Clyde is a genius! I thought he's a genius despite all the people that he killed.. I would to if I were to prove a point the hard way.

Woke up early for my 9 AM class just to watch a movie -.- waste RM 5 in total and my petrol! tsk.

there's this one guy in my class that is getting on my nerves! I usually hide my hatred toward him when he talks or breath close to me but these days, I don't care! jerk.

Haven't had a good night sleep lately. something is wrong. there's always things running through my mind. somehow I'm worried about the next day or something. I'm always tossing and turning, never really asleep.

lol so. one side of my lens from my glasses went missing! I know, how did it went missing right?! I was wearing it when I wanted to scratch my eyes! then I put my fingers through the frame! HAHA. I was like wtf! how did I put my finger through glass :P

dang. I don't know where the fallen lens went! I looked under my bed, on my bed, INSIDE my pillow case! nothing, nada! now I have to go make another one or else I can't see where I'm going! but most importantly I can't see the tele or even my computer screen without sitting near to it.

I want a good night sleep damnit! goodnight.

I don't need no parachute baby if I got you.

iMovie - The Tooth Fairy.

Such a stupiiiid movie! Not worth watching even though Ryan Sheckler is it in. What kinda movie is that. tsk waste production money :P Game Plan is so muchh much mucho more better than this one.

I haven't been to class for this whole week :P Haven't been seeing Tang Sot Sot! I miss that girl so much. yes, imy.

Stoning at home watching The Hills. now I'm watching Las Vegas cause I'm done with The Hills ;) giving me some Josh Duhamel ♥ Mary pretty much inspired me to be what I want to be - event manager.

& also my freakishly fascination for all those behind the scene stuffs.

so so, I was just browsing around for colleges for after my foundation and I think I'm deciding to stay at SeGi since they do offer me the course I want. Business Management & Marketing Management. the sad part is that there's no twinning program! I'm gonna have to stay here for another 3 years! doom.

Oh wells! I'm lucky enough to even get an education right. no more complaining Jeanette!

Went grocery shopping just now and I spotted something that I wanted to try ever since I saw it on all those TV series! hehe. especially Gilmore Girls! they're always eating em.

TWIZZLERS!

my mums stole a bite and said it tastes like crap on medicine! I hope she's just kidding :s

also bought stuffs to make pancakes and english breakfast since I've been craving for them all the time! yay. get to have my pancakes with strawberries and vanila ice cream ♥

oh please let it be sweet ;)
hello strawberriess!

I just finished reading another book. Why am I reading so fast! one minute I was just pulling it out of my shelve to start reading, next thing I know, I'm reading the acknowledgements! Bought another Nicholas Sparks novel :) I like his books!

four 3 down, 11 more to go

Ahh! I just realised by looking at the picture that I've bought the book that I already have! apalah! omfg. stupiid Jeanette!

again, I'm a very loyal brand buyer :P I'll buy familiar things. most of my book collection are like by the same author or series books. I like series books cause I don't like stuffs to end, I need more & more!

Last weekend, I followed my mums to her office cause I just wanted to :P anyway, while I was there, my eye started hurting from my newly opened contacts. it hurt so badly but I have no where to put it if I took em out until this crazy idea seep into my brain! HAHA. this is where I places my contacts :P

good improvisation :P

luckily it didn't burn when I place em back into my eyes! LOL

don't be a little bitch with your chit-chats, just show me where you're dicks at

iMovie - Alice In Wonderland

I thought it's gonna be in 3D but I thought wrong :( wanted to watch the 3D version one because I've never watched anything in 3D before. blek I got conned. The girl who played Alice talks like how Mischa Barton talks. their lips very similar! actually, Alice looks a little like Marrissa Cooper. haha.

I actually don't know how Alice in Wonderland goes. I've never read the fairy tale before. Actually I didn't read any fairy tales, and I don't know how all of em goes. I've only read Cinderella. and that 3 pigs and the 3 bears with Goldilocks I think.

I need to go get myself a book filled with fairy tales. I wanna know how Sleeping Beauty goes, and how Beauty and the Beast end up.. what other fairy tales are there anyways? :s

Anyways. Monday was a pretty shitty day for me :(

at first, in the morning, when I started my car, Justin Timberlakes Sexy Back was playing and I thought, well it's gonna be a great day.. then shit happened!

@%^$&%@!#&*%$(*&^@$#*

& the next thing I know, I'm listening to Cry Me A River -.-

bad day. stupid day. Can't wait till I can't remember what happened.

bluk. forward.

Hey, did I tell you guys how much I love the new series Life Unexpected?! You guys gots to watch it! I'm serious. it's now my favourite show :) I love One Tree Hill too but it's getting a little boring already. Brothers and Sisters too!

Ryan & Baze

ooh I ♥♥♥ baze aka Kristoffer Polaha ;) I have some serious crush on him!

Lux & Bug

Jones :)

I ♥♥♥ Jones aka Austin Butler too! he's so cute! so dreamy, heh.

Lux & Ryan

duh! you've gots to ♥♥♥ Kerr Smith toO too!

I'm hoping that they'll be together on & off camera :D
I like Lux & Bug, but I likey Lux & Jones more!

There's so many Austins on that show. (their real names) Austin Butler, Austin Basis & Reggie Austin. heh

Ooh, && a few weeks back.. or is it a few months? oh wells, I was watching Paris Hilton's My New BFF season 2. yes, I have nothing else to watch! it's kinda funny though. I likey reality shows for gosh knows why! anyways, this girl Stefanie looks so much like Blake Lively to me! don't you think so? check that out.

google her for better pictures. she REALLY look like Blake Lively! maybe at some angles only :s

counting down the days till March 22nd :)
Dancing With The Stars baby! Go Derek & Nicole!

when I hear you laugh, it's always a better day.

iMovie - Valentines Day.

Liked the movie! Some scenes are super hilarious but it's not memorable :( I actually forgotten how the movie goes already. Loved Taylor's scenes though! Kudos to her on acting so super bimbo. love that. I'll probably go get the movie and watching over and over again :)

It's been too long since I've last blogged! You have no idea how many times I've been blogging in my dreams. without my therapy time, I won't sleep well at night cause of all the stuffs running through my mind. Haven't been able to sleep for the past few days. then I'll get moody for the day.

tsk. I had/having a back to back dateline! It took me 4 days to finish my english assignment. It was a partner assignment but my partner, well.. at the end of the day, I had to write all 4 essays. I didn't mind actually because its my marks too.

After passing that up, I've been rushing to complete my account assignment. My last minute attitude is not helping me at all. my ADD too! I can't sit still and finish my assignment! I have to walk here, walk there, do this, do that.. I'm almost done :D

anyways, rewind to last week. or the week before that :S I don't remember which week. oh darn!

Went out with Vivian one day after class to watch Valentines Day :) I don't know what we did before and after the movie. haha! Ooh, we had pancakes before the movie. && Vivian was the loudest laugher in that theater! & the couple on my left is weird! the boyfriend had several phone calls during the movie and he had to let his girl see who's calling him before he can pick up! WTF right? dump that girl la if I were youu! so controlling, you want a girlfriend, not another mother :P

then the couple to my right was a mother daughter. & the mother brought all kinds of food to snack on! She had oranges, peanuts and other snacks that makes noise!

I think it was the day after my movie date with Vivian, went for another movie date with Elyza. heh. woke up so super early because I wanted to eat English Breakfast! picked Ely up at 10 AM, as promised :)

outside Ely's house at 10! proudnya!

was suppose to tag her boob on Facebook :P

Watched Percy Jackson The Lighting Thief :) OMFG! Logan Lerman is so super cute/charming/boy next door/ pretty! :DD! He reminds me of Chace Crawford! their eyes and eyebrows are alike!

Because it was a weekday, there was like only less than 20 people in the cinema room! seriously! there's only a bunch of malay girls and a family of 3, I think. and us! && when the malay girls 'uuh' and 'ahh' for Logan, me and Ely shouted 'dosa'. HAHA it was so funny at the time!

I'm cramping a few days into this post! HAHA ;) have the time now. Blogging while watching Entourage in my sister's room ;)

After my movie with Ely, I think I went to Subang then went back home to entertain Rachel before going to Crystal's surprise dinner at Bangsar.

Word to the wise, NEVER ever go Bangsar or anywhere else before 9! Super jam betul I tell youu! argh, plus I was so super tired. I wasn't any fun the entire night, sorry Crystal.

more pictures sooon!
I'm too lazy to copy & paste :P

when I see you smile, I know everythings okay, when I hear you laugh..

iMovie - The Time Traveler's Wife

Finally finished the book :) it was good. better than good actually :P that's the first and I'm guess the only book I'm gonna read that has heaps of spanish & french words in em. I had to googled a couple of words! Also, think it's the only book I've read that has the word cock and breast and penetrate and erection and other erotic words you can think of! HAHA.

It's the end of Chinese New Year people. blek, time passed so fast! where did February go?! it was literally gone with a blink of an eye! tsk. So anyways, what better time to reminisce about the first few days of CNY :D

take your time, sit back, relax and let my CNY days roll!
or else just move your little mouse to the top right corner and click on that cute little red X button :)

On the night before the big day, we like any normal chinese family went for a special somehow-more-expensive meal called the reunion dinner where everyone we call family gather to eat. Renaissance that way goes.

mumsie & first aunty

sisters minus one

everyone wasn't ready. nice picture of em 2 tho :)

the big family minus the grandparents, an aunt, 4 cousins, a brother and an uncle

he was bored as hell.

I'm no good at taking pictures of food because NOONE has the patients to wait for me to take em. My youngest aunt will have her hands on those dishes the SECOND that saucer kisses the table! first one to eat, first one that wants to rush back home -.-

Anyways, went back home and continued to decorate the house! this year, I helped my mother for the very first time. Usually it's all decorated without me even realising that my mum took out everything. it was like the chinese new year elf came out at night and decorated it :P I thought that it didn't look 'red' enough so we went to Petaling Street to get more stuffs :DD

I totally had to get that red seducing prostitute lights :D! that's what I call em. lol they look like those lights chicken houses put up to ask man to 'lai ar, lai ar' ;P haha!

heh, all the hard work! I bet it'll take weeks after CNY to take em down!
excited to put em up, lazy to take em down. typical.

Didn't do much on the day of. Jessy took Sam to watch the lion dance @ Curve. I actually didn't get to see any lion dance this year. drat. not that much fireworks too except the ones I saw during Crystal's. Gamble a little. I was having a bad luck streak!

Did I mention that I've broken 3 cups this year!! noone ever breaks anything at all throughout the year but this CNY, I had to break 3 -.- bad luck to the max!

reach the floor, flower blooms. HAHA direct translation :P

Day 1 was pretty boring. not your typical house hoping kinda family that will go out visiting. we actually didn't even leave the house because it was a huge walk-in burning hell outside!
went out for dinner when the moon came up thought. Had indian rice :D yum.

Day 2 was equally boring -.- oh wells. Lunch at Renaissance, again. with the little extended family. well, by extended I mean my grandmother's sister and her little family.

I've never been to this big room before! outside is better.

take 1 - sissy looks paralysed :P

take 2 - something is wrong with her face!

take 3 - much better.

heh, had this SUPER long chopsticks for lou sang.

Jess, Sam and first aunt.

still paying with that thingo! tsk. social la baby boy!

& then it was the lame-o group picture session. everyone was tired of waiting for everyone else. Malaysian timing. it's very popular amongst every races here.

grandpops & nanila. Why do all elderly people look the same?

went back to our place to make more noise for the evening. gambling, talking, net surfing, uno session.. you name it. & it was the break-a-glass day -.-

Amber was having her nap while Coffee didn't let ANYBODY near her! seriously. he didn't let anyone disturb her. how protective :D

okay. let's not have a play-by-play of my CNY. haha! I'm getting bored already :) now, a couple more months till Christmas :D! start counting down the days people! ahaha.

opened anypaus today. totally forgotten about all my angpaus. yes -.- stupid me.

my very limited, kinda little anypau money :\

that's okay! I have more from the parentials.

gonna send my sister off back to Perth.
Oh Perth, I'll be coming, real soon :D